Happy

Birthday Allan (: !

& Happy new years eve! I'm excited for Allyson's, so fun so fun. I love that girl so much.





A _ _ _ _ _ _ _.

Merry Christmas

This Christmas had to be the absolute best. I spent it with my family and my two best friends (: I went to Jonathan's house first to give him his 'surprise' gift, and he got me a 'surprise' gift too! He got me a sidekick so I can text him. He's the sweetest thing on earth, I lav him! I was embarassed, I think his mom thought we were gonna do stuff so she made him unlock the door and keep it open. And then after that I went home to party with my family and then Tina and her mom came over to my casa. Then we took pictures and opened gifts (: She got me a womanly bag! I lav it so much. Now I don't have to rely on other people to carry my things. My sisters got me a laptop, which I'm using right now!! And the rest of my aunts and stuff got me jackets & gift cards from PacSun, Jacks, and pj's. I love my family so much! Some of my mom's side of the family is sleeping over at my house right now. Me and my niece were watching George Lopez like an hour ago, so fun so fun. Then she fell asleep. I'm like the only one in my house that's awake right now.

IT'S 38 DEGREES RIGHT NOW. FREEZING!


I love my presents, I love my family, I love my bestfriends.

I

love my best friends. Tina, Allyson, and Jonathan I wouldn't know what to do without you!

Buggaboo

I haven't blogged for so long. Last week was very busy with all the tests that all the teachers were trying to cram in. The past few days have been Christmas shopping. I've gotten everybody's gift down to the last little detail. I feel so relieved (: 2 more days then it's Christmas! I'm so excited! Everybody in my family is all together, and I completely lav it! Makes home feel more happy. I want my laptop so badly! I can't wait for a non laggy laptop.

Denise's party was pretty good. I LOVED MY SECRET SANTA'S PRESENT! THANK YOU SO MUCCH KIMBZ <33 I hope Jennifer liked my gift, and uses it to bake me food.. I can't wait for Christmas, for that reason, and the other one ;]

It's so good, and so much, that it's so difficult, IT'S BAD. FML. It'll always be this way.

Restored

Everything's all good again (: I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH.

Heart to you too **

Please

forgive me.

Void

I did not come into this having bad intentions. I was only looking out for you, as well as myself. You knew how it was going to end and so did everyone else. I didn't want to do anything because I knew it would change things, but nothing even came out of it and look at what it has already done.

Happy Birthday Love

Happy almost birthday Ally (: I can't believe I stayed out this late, I came home at like 12:30am. Her parents love me so much! I was about to sleep over, but then I had to go home and do homework :( I can't believe she's almost 16! Everyone's becoming so old, next Tommy, Cathy, then Nancy! I'm so in love with her house, it's like all brand new and it's not like typical rich asian house but it's like trendy.

TOMORROW'S THE BIG DAY ANIT (: I'm so excited for you!

Confused

"Even the best fall down sometime, even the wrong words seem to rhyme, out of the doubt that fills my mind, I somehow find, you & I collide."

I love my guitar now, it's such a reliever. Been playing for 4+ hours straight!



HEY, can you not? THANKS.

Chink

PORQUE?!

Debbie Downer

Sometimes I just want to go up to you and give you a hug.

Take It Slow

I feel accomplished! I wrote 4 paragraphs of my essay, only one more to go. I'm so sad, I stay up until 3 something to write an essay, but for some reason I can't think of what to write in the afternoon, so this is what I do.

Thanksgiving was pretty good, spent it with my family, ate a bunch of food. Lav it (:

Today I went Black Friday shopping, sort of. I went with my sister to work at the Vitamin World in LA so then I can go shopping. Turns out, there's no Pacsun, Vans, or any of that! There was like no beachy clothes, so I went into Macy's to go look for like Hurley and stuff. IT WAS FILLED WITH BABY PHAT AND ROCAWEAR. I didn't know it was like a ghetto fab mall :( But then later my sister took me to the better parts of LA and up to her apartment and we went shopping. All in all, pretty fun. I got my secret santa her gift, Allyson's birthday and Christmas gift, and Jonathan got me and my sister jeans, WOO!

Tina's birthday dinner tomorrow! I know she's going to love her gift so much, I'm so excited. And her mom called my mom and they talked, SHE'S IN. HAHAH. And my parents are going to be up at my aunt's house in Mission Viejo until late, so I think I can stay out for as long as I want.. sort of.

So excited for cold weather, winter clothes, Christmas vacation, the lights, the ornaments, I LOVE IT!!

Irony

And the moral of the story is: Figure out who your boyfriends are related to before you date them, to make sure it's safe.

Redcross

It's almost the most wonderful time of the year (: CHRISTMAS. I'm so excited, I hate when it gets hot though cause it gets me out of the whole Christmas mood. I need more winter clothes. I really really want boots like the Emu kind, except they're really expensive. So, I've been thinking about joining polo and I'm still really indecisive about it, because of the time and the money. Doody finally thinks I'm not a lazyass anymore cause I'm going to practice now. I NEED TO FIND MY SUIT. I lav swimming so much, especially because of the feeling you get after you're done with an intense work out. I don't get how I swam like 3 miles a day last year for swim when I get so tired from the polo work out.

I'm going to go to YIES training tomorrow! I finally got a ride thanks to Tom. Hooray for spending 7 hours with Tina, Denise, Cathy, Tom, and Alex. I need to make lunch for tomorrow and I don't even know what to bring. I think I ran out of sandwiches. BOO. Maybe I'll find someone to make me some lunch.

I hope I get to go to Denise's Christmas party, but then me and my sisters were planning to go up to LA and stuff. And that's the day that my sister's coming to visit and I don't want to be rude and go out when she comes to visit me. Nancy's house Monday! + BIKE RIDING LESSONS (: have so much time on my hands right now, I LOVE IT. I think I'm going to start on my wishlist for secret santa!

You make me feel so good (:

Keep Away

"And I was talking to her about how I felt like Superman, because she's like my kryptonite"

PLEASE

STOP THIS. I DON'T NEED THIS ANYMORE.

Y-HAVE

So then yesterday, I went to Y HAVE with Cathy, Jonathan, and Jennifer. It wasn't what I expected it to be because of what Nancy and Denise said. There were a lot of college kids and no beautiful boys. So sad, so sad. I have a video of Jennifer puttign a condom on a plastic penis! HAHHA (: The best part about it was probably listening to this lady who had HIV speak. It really surprised me because throughout the day, they were just like "You can't judge a person on their looks and tell if they have HIV or not" and it was completely true. I walked passed that lady and I just thought of her as a normal everyday average person. But then after, she got up and she told us her story about how she married a drug addict who ended up deceiving her and giving her HIV. I think she has the biggest heart ever, because she actually forgave the man and took care of him until he died. I felt really bad for her because no one accepted her, not even the pastor at her church, who told her to leave the church because he didn't want people of her kind here.

After Y HAVE, Cathy, Jonathan, and me all bussed to Fashion Island. The bus took like 30 minutes to get there though, so we went to Yogurtland. MMM (: I love their mango flavor. Then after that we went back to the bus stop and bussed there. It was so sad! I'm not supposed to spend anymore money but then Cathy found cheap, cute cardigans! And then later, we walked passed Pac Sun and we got tempted to go in, then we saw so many cute things that were on sale too. I wanted this like striped sweater, a jacket, and a backpack from there, but NO MORE SPENDING. So after we got out, we went to the Apple store so we wouldn't be tempted to buy anything else. And we took pictures!

Chilly

Xjonathanvaan (12:47:38 AM): hes really nice
Xjonathanvaan (12:47:42 AM): or he was just kissing my ass

HAHAHHAHAHA (':

Recap

What a crazy week. I got the stomach flu on Monday and it lasted until Wednesday. I missed 2 days of school and I had to make up a bunch of stuff, all of which I failed. I got a shot for the first time in a couple years. I have no idea why my mother doesn't take me to get them, she tells me I don't need them, but who knows? I can still feel where the doctor gave me the shot. Heeby Jeebies.

Halloween was alright, all the girls looked so so cute. I think I was the only one who didn't dress up, such an outcast. I didn't really feel like it though, because I couldn't go trick or treating anyways. But I had some visitors! Dalena, Denise, and Cathy came by my house and said hi to my mom. Jonathan was going to stop by after too and drop off candy and say hi to my mom, but then my dad got mad after someone threw eggs at my doorstep. I HATE KIDS. So that was a no go.

I love you girls so so much, I wouldn't know what I'd do without you guys, foreally. And Jonathan too, but he can be counted as a girl too. I loved his costume for halloween it was hillarious, it seriously made my day. You guys are my favorites!

Homecoming is in a couple hours! I'm really excited. I was able to get Cathy and Tina their tickets. YAYAY! I don't even know what I'm going to do to my hair, should I attempt to curl it? Should I straighten it? I don't know, I don't know. Thanks for the shoes Cathy! Now I won't have to suffer in heels.

Peaches

I read a whole chapter of Bio today, and actually understood it!! I feel so accomplished (:


(11:40:40 PM): dude, i feel really melancholy right now

Hello Cathy Ngo

I haven't blogged for so long, so little time and so much to do!

I went driving with my driving instructor yesterday, it was pretty good. She kept using her gas/break on me. I rolled the window up on her finger.. I think she hates me. Why would you leave your finger on the window anyways!? I'm going to wait a while before I set up another appointment, so she can forget about that incident.

I love Dalena! Rice crispies + she saved me from being awkward by putting the flowers in her bag today that was given to me two days ago. I get to go to homecoming!! I'm super excited, well, I get to go to an "NHS dinner". I'm so sneaky! I already have my dress too (: The dress I have to wear as the candle lighter for my uncle's wedding is hidious, it makes me want to shoot myself.

October 18: PSATS
October 22: Go to mall and get my sister a present/Wedding rehersals
October 23: Chapter 9/10 Bio test
Octoper 26: Sister's party
October 29: Sister's birthday
October 30: Halloween
November 1: HOMECOMING <33

Giddy

I'm going to homecoming for sure now (: I made up an excuse to my mom that NHS was having a dinner where we go and meet other NHS kids from different schools. I'm so excited! I need to buy like two dresses now. I have to buy a wedding dress and a reception dress for my uncle's wedding. I need flats too, cause I'm definitley not wearing heels. I love you Dalena, SO CUTE!

I really hope my family celebrates my sister's birthday on the sunday after homecoming because I don't want to go to homecoming on her party. I figured out what I was going to get her : pink bluetooth! She needs it so bad. So hopefully, she doesn't buy it from here until after her birthday.

I

got my permit yesterday (: With Tommy, and his mother.

Yogurt with Tommy, Cathy, Timmy, and Armpit tomorrow! & getting my driving schedule.

You seem like a completely different person now. I don't want to lose you.

Lovin' It

I FINISHED DRIVER'S ED (: .. in 2 1/2 hours! I had to watch the most corniest video ever though.

Monday = PERMIT DAY

Getting chilly now, oh so so snuggly.

Lav

I'm so proud of you right now. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, the both of you. I love my uncle, he quit smoking the minute I told him to, and my dad finally quit smoking after who knows how many years. It's so good to have you home again, although you can be a little bit demanding, but that's okay. You two really made my day today. My uncle and dad are such opposites.. my uncle is really like affectionate and stuff, and my dad keeps everything in his stomach.

GETTING MY PERMIT SOON!! Then I can go driving with my uncle since no one else wants to go with me because they think I'm going to give them a heart attack :[

I'm so happy right now, only downer = AP WORLD EXAM. DIEDIEDIEDIE!!

You're a sweetie pie, really.

Uncle

I seriously love my uncle so much. He's so nice to me and he's really funny. He's literally always cracking jokes. I love having him around, it makes my family seem more happy. He's so hip.. I let him sleep in my room because it had a bigger bed and stuff, but then he wanted the computer room so that he can IM all night.

I had a really crappy morning, everyone was being really anal, well except my uncle, they all got on my nerves. I can't wait till my papa comes home.

I should really start studying for biology/history. I feel really lazy right now, and I've been bonding with my uncle lately so bio has been a no go. I'll start tomorrow or tonight, maybe.

Happy four months.

Back

I've been deprived of internet most of the week :( Today is going to be the last day at my uncle's house!! YES. Then my uncle from France is going to come live with my family for a couple months, he's probably my favorite uncle. I love him so so much. I still need to clean the house and transfer my stuff to my computer room since he's going to sleep in my room. Tina went to my house for the first time yesterday, when everything was messy. I have so many pictures of her darkness on my camera!

I got my computer fixed! I had like freggin 8 trojan horses. I bet it was from limewire or something. I have vista now, it looks a lot lot better. So far all I've downloaded was Microsoft Office & my webcam. I should download aim so I don't have to sign on to meebo all the time.

Pringles are really addicting, I think I could eat the whole box like nothing. So far I ate like half, then I tried to stop. So good! I need to go running/swimming and lose the jiggly wiggly. I can't believe my mother accepted you! Maybe because she feels bad for you.. just maybe. Hopefully it's because I'm old enough and she trusts me now. Thanks for fixing my computer!

I'm so happy we're good again (:

Dear Dad,

I'm scared. This is probably the scariest thing I've experienced throughout my whole life. The thought of losing you. I regret all those times I've acted like an ungrateful child. I want you to know I love you so so much. I promise myself that if you ever make it out of this, I will never act like that again. When I visited you today I felt like breaking down and crying. I can't stand to see you like this. You've sacraficed so much for this family, I can't believe that for a second that you didn't care. You care a lot. Mom told me about how you were crying in the emergency room that night because of the thought of leaving us, and it made me cry. I love you so so much.

Hopefully it's true, that God doesn't let bad things happen to good people. <3

Fishy

I hate my computer so much right now, stupid virus!! Now I have to use my crappy laptop. At least I got my webcam hooked up to it now. So much distractions today, I should've started on homework sooner.

I haven't even showered ))))):

BOO. <- That reminds me of Dinh, you fish killer!!!

Lav

: i asked him
: she looks pretty ha
: and hes like
: dont fall in love

Hair Gel

Today I went shopping with Anit and we got matching shirts! I just realized I spend a lot of money :( I really need to start saving. I'm just going to buy the grey Vans and maybe a TWLOHA shirt, and then I'm done. No more spending. Oh yeah, I need socks too.

MS. ANGUS IS SO BORING!! My goodness, she kept talking and no one was really listening to her, not even the smart people. She likes to contridict herself a lot.. and her eyebrows are pretty scary. Charlie makes the class fun though, he's so adorable!! Dinh and Debbie's bullitens are really gross :(

I love Tommy's uncle, he's so funny! His grandma still scares me though.. Some of Kayley's myspace pictures are really disgusting, it looks like she's trying to seduce someone. She's so up the butt when it's polo season. I can't wait for swim though! We might get 24 hour fitness memberships, so cool so cool. My sister's going to come and visit me on Wednesday! That's going to be fun, except I'm going to have homework while she's visiting. So much to do, and so little time.

I Hate

how I keep putting off my homework when I think there's only a little bit, but later on it ends up to be more than I expected and I end up staying awake until 2 in the morning.

I feel so bad for my sister :[ Creepy little hobos and criminal co workers!! I miss you.

Mall tomorrow with anit and maybe Tommy if he doesn't have polo. Talking to Christian is really amusing!! AHAHA


Shower time!!

Swimming

: we're gonna be the only swim people!
: lol, that one _ _ _ _ _ _ _ girl is there, she's in swim
: no, i'll let you swim with her

: i'm imagining her bellyflopping on him

Strechy

Tommy made me lunch today (; Jelly sandwich in the shape of a heart.

Went to the mall with anit the armpit, she got bigger tapers and I got 2 shirts.

I think my ears got infected, so I had to take the tapers out, I'm going to wait for them to heal agian. ALL THAT PAIN FOR NOTHING.

I felt really sleepy today!! I'm going to try to sleep early today.

Bonding Time

I love spending time with my mom and dad now, I love going grocery shopping with them. It's been a long time since I've actually went somewhere with them because my sister always took me where I wanted to go.

So, I figured out that my cousin that lives in France fainted a couple days ago and was in a coma for a couple of days, today she woke up and now she's breathing through an oxygen tank and has tubes in her heart. They still haven't figured out what's wrong with her, just hoping for the best now.

Coffee Cake

I feel so so good today. I went to my baby cousin's one month party thing. HE'S ADORABLE! He has like really light brown/ hazel eyes, and sometimes they look green, and he's like 100% Vietnamese. I wish I had that!

Went shopping at Nordstrom again. I LOVE NORDSTROM. It's the only place I ever get good deals, everywhere else hates me and decides to go on sale after I just bought something. I got 2 shirts and a pair of jeans, then I'm going back to get more. I really like paying for myself, instead of having my sisters/mom/dad pay for stuff. It makes me feel somewhat mature. And my mother gave me my allowance back! But I'm going to try to save, and not blow it on food all the time.

I haven't really started on homework, all I've done is math. I need to start studying for bio and persian-ing for history. I haven't even opened up the book yet.. so sad. Going to go to the mall on Wednesday with anit the armpit to go get her plugs, or tapers.. I don't really know the difference. Probably going to buy some polo's and shoes maybe.

I have a really big pimple on my nose, I look like freggin Rudolf.

Relief

I feel so so so much more better. Today, I had a party to celebrate my grandma, and it was pretty fun! I love being surrounded by so much family. And I got to see Allyson today! I love our bonding time. We started texting Emily and Truc while they were spending time at their grandma's. I want texting so badly now, but I know I won't be able to concentrate on school.

Anyways, me and Tommy are getting better! I probably looked like a creep standing out in the streets at night talking, since I couldn't talk inside the house because people were everywhere. And he was laying out on his curb at night cause Steven and Dinh the player were over. I think it's going to work out now, I have a really good feeling. Our situation today was so ironic, who knew he would be the thing that makes things better between us. And thanks anit, I love you so so much :')

GOODnight!

I Feel

really crappy.

How's School?

So, I was laying in bed, then he called. We have such flat conversations right now, mostly about school. It's school, then silences, school, then silences, "What period do you have algebra?", and more silences. I don't even know how it turned like this. Before it was going so good, and I felt like we could talk forever about nothing. And now we have nothing to talk about. So, basically it was 30 minutes of talking about school. I hope it is just a phase.

Happy anniversary to me :'(

I love you Nancy, for finding my algebra book.

First day, and I gave my spanish teacher a bad impression.
Also, probably failed the test too.

Good thing about today, I get to spend my 6th periods with Armpit now.

BOOBSTROKE?! HAHAHAHAHAH.

Nerve Wrecking

It's 12:07 am. I should be asleep.

I barely studied for anything. Most likely screwed for tomorrow.

By the way, happy three months babe <3

Homework Hates Me

I write out 10 pages of answers for bio, and guess what? I HAVE TO TYPE THEM. It took me a lot longer to do my work too because I thought I had to write it out!

At least I finished my 50 choice cards, and I did 52 Theban Play cards. I just need 48 more!! I don't know how I'm going to finish that and study with so little time left. And on top of that my family's going to come over tomorrow, so I won't be able to get work done because of my cousins! I love family gatherings though :( Now I have to lock myself up in a room when they come.

Things I need to do left:

1. Longitude/Laditude
2. Study for Bio/AP World/English

3. Finish 48 more cards

Planning time:

Sunday: Do longitude laditude work and try to do 30 cards

Monday: Finish up the rest of the cards, and study

Tuesday: STUDYSTUDYSTUDY. Sleep early.

I'll probably try to wake up at like 7:30 or 8 in the morning the rest of the days.

Homework

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^ AP BIO work.

57 more cards to go :(

I Need

to stop blogging and get to work.

I miss you so so much Tina, you're almost coming home :')

I love how you act like it's the end of the world after your mother takes away your internet. If you lived at my house, you'd probably want to kill yourself.

Cathy, stop denying that they like you! I know they do, he tries to look good, just for you. HAHAH. You're in a love pentagon.

Good thing you didn't sign on today. Or, more distractions. Hopefully it means you've been doing your work, which you can help me on! I looked at every single freshman page in the year book to look for Esmerelda, you liar she didn't go to our school.

25/50 + 35/100 = 60/150 cards left to do. My Goal = 25 more by tonight!

Time to get cracking.

The Stranger

So today, was so so stupid. Tommy told me that he flirts with other girls, even when we're in our relationship. There are things to tell the truth about, and things to lie about, that one was a lying one!! But we got over that, he promised not to flirt, which I probably doubt since it's hard to change who you are, but it's okay because it's not like he's going to do anything unfaithful. I hope. He told me his friends check me out.. that's akward. He's a jealous type! He added Jonathan on myspace just to stalk him, he's never even said hi.

Now, I'm webcaming with them v (:

Study Date

So then today, I went on my study date with Tommy. My dad was still at work while Tommy was already at the library, so I just walked instead. I HATE WALKING. So so much. No, not because of the excercise, but because creepy cars filled with mexican men start honking and going heeeeey. Bunch of pedophiles! So anyways, when I got to the library I was really gross and sweaty because it was really hot. Tommy got chubbier, well his face. I didn't know he was kidding about him getting chubby.. then I told him his face got chubby. I guess I made him feel bad because he told Tina he's working out right now.. So sad.

You kind of got on my nerves today, actually you still are on my nerves! I hate fighting for answers and always having to start/carry on conversations. I mean is it really that hard?

I wonder if Tommy somehow secretly found my blog and reads this..

I miss my little anit the armpit. Only 4 more days and you're going to be back! Cathy, you're so loved now, three people! I'M SO EXCITED, ONLY 4 QUESTIONS AND 8 MORE PAGES OF BIO AND I'M DONE!! Time to get crackin' on it.

Workin'

I feel somewhat relieved now! I finished reading chapter 1-5 + the questions. Just 14 more pages to go! Then history and english. UGH.UGH.UGH. Stupid Mythology. My life sucks. I don't get to go anywhere, and to top that off my sister got pissed at my dad so she's not going to come home for a couple weeks, so that means no new clothes for me or even school supplies, so sad. So I'm pretty much a low life. At least I get to go on my study date with Tommy tomorrow. He's going to bring me The Stranger to read for my novel of choice. He bought two and I asked him why like.. a month or so ago and he was like because I think you're going to need it because I don't think Mythology was on the list. And I was like yeahh it was Mr. Lim put it on the board. You should have showed me the brochure or something.. damnit!

To Do List:
1. Finish reading + questions for last chapter of bio
2. Finish finding longitude and latitude
3. Finish defining history terms
4. Finish 120 more literary cards
5. Start reading The Stranger
6. THIN MY HAIR
7. Hang out with Tina and Allyson before school starts

I started on so much things and haven't finished them yet. Hopefully I'll finish bio by tomorrow and I can at least say I finished one thing. I feel bad for Tommy.. he hasn't done anything! I told him to go work, and he was like oh okay. 20 minutes later.. Why are you still on?! My friend has girl problems! You're never going to get anything done. I have a pimple below my lip, it hurts like a mother.

Hahaha, so much lovin' in the air!

Pizzzza

So, today was registration and my ID picture was alright, a lot better than last year's! Last year's picture was so nasty with my caterpillar eyebrows, braces, and nasty hair. I just hate how my shoulders look so big, stupid swim. Standing in line in the hot hot sun made my toes darker. I also stood in line with Oscar's cousin, he was such a cool guy.. with his cigarette on his ear.. and he asked me to take a picture of him with his phone while he was just standing there.. mm, not cute.

Tommy came home today, I saw him sign on and he was on for a couple of hours and never bothered to talk to me or even call me, jerk. I'll probably just be stubborn about it and just wait until he talks to me first. Speaking of Tommy, his ex Linda said hi to me today. Well, I was in line then she popped up and screamed hi. She reminds me of Linda Ly!

I should start on my homework!! Lets see what I've done so far.. read the Theban Plays, done 30+ literary cards, done most of the longitude and latitude, and read the first two chapters of bio. Pretty okay, EXCEPT Mr. Lim gave us the wrong reading list and I can't do Mythology, which I figured out after I read it.. how great. It takes me like a month to read a book because I can't concentrate and I have to keep re-reading the same page over and over.

We ordered Little Caesar's for dinner tonight, so frustrating! I called and ordered on the phone for bread sticks and pizza, then she was like oh pick it up in 15 minutes. 15 minutes later.. I go in and ask for my pizza and she starts telling me she ran out of onions and couldn't put it on my pizza. But that was okay, so I just told her it was alright and asked for my pizza. Then she's like oh, I didn't make your pizza! Stupid little.. then she was like wait ten minutes and it'll be done. Then I just sat there and then this other lady comes in with her annoying little kid who walked into the door, and the cashier lady gives her the last breadsticks, from MY order. Then I had to wait for like another 10 minutes. So I waited at Little Caesar's for like 20 minutes by myself because I didn't want to have to listen the the Vietnamese radio in the car with my dad. I should write a complaint letter to Little Caesar's.

I should go shower and maybe read some bio before I go to bed + Olymics. I love you Michael Phelps, only if you didn't have an over bite.. I feel bad for his relay team though, since in the end all the attention was on him.

Hot Hot Hot

I haven't blogged for almost a week. Hmm.. lets see, so on Saturday my sister moved out and left my room one big mess. That was a clean up day for me. Then my parents went to a wedding that day too, so I stayed home by myself and baked some brownies for Elaine.

On Sunday I went to Elaine's party. It was pretty fun. Her party was pretty cute she handed out goody bags and decorated. Ate, went swimming, took pictures. Lynn was there, she's such a cutie!

Then on Monday - today all I've been doing is sitting around. I should really start on my summer projects so I won't be worrying on the last week. All I've done so far is write down the literary terms and define them. Finding the examples are so difficult! I'm probably just going to half ass it since the teacher isn't going to even read it.

I finally moved my memory foam bed topper thing back into my room. My bed looks weird now, since that matress added an extra four inches on to it. It reminds me of the princess and the pea. Allyson got her permit today, how lucky. I wish I was born in Feburary so I could get my permit during the summer instead of having to wait until September.

You flirty mcflirtster, I know who's going to be next! I seriously need to get my hair thinned. Hopefully my sister won't be lazy and will take me on Saturday. It's so thick and horribly layered right now!

$85 I want this!

Happy Birthday John

My aunt had her baby today, John. He was the cutest thing ever! He was so chubby he had like a triple chin. I think I'm going to go to his house tomorrow to visit him again. I'm going to get my hair thinned/re-layered too, hopefully they do it nicely. Where are you anit? I need to talk to you ):

You're making me feel not so good things about you right now.

Earthquake

Today was the first time I actually felt an earthquake! It scared me, because I was standing next to the fish tank and the water was like splashing and stuff and my pool was like making waves. I asked my mom about Elaine's thing and she said yes, but I can't find any of my swimsuits. The only one I have is my team suit, which Diana has right now! I'm going to probably be a creeper in my one piece..

I felt so unproductive today, all I did was sit around, eat, and watch tv. I loved it! After having AP Bio and stuff, I love my lazy days. I finally got to talk to Tommy today, so happy. I give his mother bad impressions of me, he was looking through the pictures we took and his mom saw them and she was like she has really short shorts. And while we were webcaming today, his mom saw it and went up to the webcam and I waved to her, she kind of looked at me like I was a little creeper :(

I Miss You

I will never be able to handle a long distance relationship. Tommy being over in Vietnam right now makes things so difficult, especially when we have these situations going on. He gave me a phone number to call him on, but I exited the IM box before I wrote it down, so now I have to wait for him to sign back on aim.

My nieces and nephew came down again when they dropped off my mom. I only got to see them for about an hour though because they were at home waiting for me, but I was out with my sister buy potato gun supplies. Then when we finally got home, they went to South Coast Plaza. Then when they came back we ate and they had to leave. They love me, I'm first on my niece's top 8, hahahha! She's kind of a little nasty, but it's okay, she'll grow out of it.

I've been webcaming with Cathy and we kept trying to add people onto our thing, but no one has a webcam with them! We finally ended up getting Tina Le and Cindy to webcam with us, but Cindy froze on us and all we saw was her boobs!

I have a prom date.



I miss you armpit, come back home!

Come Back

I miss Tina and Tommy so so much right now!! Why do they both leave on the same day, at the same time. Tommy lied, he said his plane wouldn't leave until tomorrow, figures out his plane departs at 12am. I'm talking to him right now, and he said his grandma tried to rip the letters off of the shirt I made him. His grandma hates me!!

The bright side of things is, summer school is finally over! And I got an A in Bio and Health. Mr. Ibarra was is so cool, me and Steven told him we were going to leave and he let us go, and all he said was be good. Mr. Brothwell, you're pretty cool too for bumping me up 0.9% to get me that A. This week I was like suffering from sleep deprivation, so much studying! I fell asleep at like 8pm yesterday until like 10am this morning. Then I took another nap again today.There's a bug bite on the bottom of my foot, and it really hurts whenever I walk on it.

I'm really bloated right now. I just went to Home Town Buffet with my sister and my papa. My mom is at her sister's right now visiting her brother in the hospital. This is the first time she's been gone in like five years. I bet she's having the time of her life because she doesn't have to deal with my dad right now.

I feel bad for my uncle, he was at Albertson's and he was standing at the meat section and there was water dripping and he slipped on it, then he hit his head on the glass thing the meat is in, then after that he fell backwards and hit his head on the ground. He went into a coma for a day after that, now he's awake but he can't really eat and he's in a lot of pain. Well, after he sues Albertson's he's probably going to be set for life after the millions of dollars he gets for it. I really hope he's going to be okay.

I'm going to miss you


& you.

All Nighter

Pathetic much? I'm up at 2 am during summer studying for my final that's going to be in less than 5 hours. I feel really productive right now. I answered around 25 sample questions, baked brownies for Tommy, did his present thing, and helped people. I should really be studying, but Tina here is distracting me so I decided to blog anyways.

Mr. Brothwell was on my good list today. He bought us pizza afterschool and we played Jeopardy. For Jeopardy it was kind of a win win thing because one group is going to get a perfect lab journal regardless, and the other group is going to get 10% added on to their final. I think I'm going to get the 10% since our group won. Final Jeopardy was pretty hard, then he changed it to "Spell the two English 2 Honors names". Lovin' it.

Tomorrow is going to be a good/bad day. Good: last day of summer school, pizza in Ibarra's, me and Tommy are going to celebrate our anniversary early. Bad: last day I get to see Tommy until registration, final, Last day I get to see Tina. Why is everyone leaving me!? Tommy and Tina, my loves :[

Finally done with the lab journal, I kinda half assed it because I just made up stuff just to finish it. Now time to do more sample questions.

Guess who? Kathy Tree!

Study Buddy

Today, me and Denise went afterschool to do analysis questions, even though we really didn't do it. She's so distracting, her and Andy both. They told me and Tommy to record them while they abuse each other. Denise seemed like she had a lot of fun hitting Andy. Abusive relationships are bad Denise.

its trann (7:35:36 PM): we actuallly have to get stuff done, unlike today
iTommmy (7:35:51 PM): yeaa
iTommmy (7:36:02 PM): noo more filming for andy and denisee

I made the present for Tommy, well half of it! I need to find some tissue paper for the present. I'm so excited for friday, yet not at the same time because I won't get to see Tommy after that for a long long time and I have a final! Which I'm not even studying for right now, I'm just going to wait until Mr. Brothwell puts up the questions, then I'll actually have the right thing to study this time. Okay, so Mr. Brothwell actually isn't that bad as I thought. When I stayed after school it was just like me and the scooter squad, and Denise was outside somewhere with her lover. Then I started to talk to him and he was being nice. You should stop talking to people like they're stupid during class time though!

Tomorrow I need to get started on those analysis questions. So much work to do tomorrow, and I need to bake brownies! Have to wake up at 5 something in the morning tomorrow. I'm not even sure if i can get up that early. I must though, extra credit!

Mellow Jello

So then yesterday, I'm so glad Mr. Ibarra didn't say anything to me about ditching. Well, he did but he didn't yell at me or anything. I'm never leaving class again!! Going to supervision wasn't as scary as I thought it'd be but they were searching me for drugs because of stupid Steven who ironically had pink eye and they thought he did weed or something. Maybe I wasn't that scared though because I put my sister's cell phone number on the emergency card so it wouldn't matter if they called home or not. I'm really going to miss having a teacher so laid back as him, today he let these two girls get out of class and walk to seven eleven to buy him food, crazy man.

I figured out one of the people that live in my neighborhood is like a stalker or something. He knows everything about everyone on my street! He's such a creep, he waxes the stop sign in front of his house. What a creeper.

I need to go find a purse or something, I usually stuff things inside of my pockets, but it's uncomfortable having a bunch of stuff inside my jeans. I was planning on getting this volcom one from zumiez but it's expensive. My mom thinks I have like 30 something pairs of shoes. I was going to buy this like 15 shoe, shoe rack and she told me it wasn't enough. I guess it's time for me to buy more shoes!

I miss my 7th grade skin! It was so clear and free of pimples. Now I'm starting to have a lot of pimples. I feel bad for you Cathy and your disgusting bug bites, I'll bring you itching cream tomorrow.. if I could find it. Jello lab tomorrow, you're not funny Brothwell!

Verticle or horizontal!? Still so indecisive.

Typical Sunday Morning

My wireless is dead right now, so I'm stealing it off of my neighbor. I went to church this morning and it was really boring as usual because none of my friends go there anymore so I'm basically a loner. My cousins are going to come over pretty soon to help out my dad. Yesterday was so depressing, I figured out swim practices are going to be 5-8 at Oceanview, which means I can't join swim anymore. And, Tommy's leaving for Vietnam on our anniversary. They better have internet over there. Last night was pretty fun though, I was webcaming with Tommy until like 3 in the morning. Tehehe, so fun. I'm going to miss him so much! I love how me and Tina are alike and we're going to be apart from our boyfriends.

My room is so so clean. I love it, I actually wanted to wake up this morning because my room looked so organized. I found a bunch of pillows too! Now I have 12 pillows on my bed. I know I have a green and pink fuzzy one somewhere around my house, I just can't find it. I think it's somewhere in the garage. Yay, my dad put in the new light fixture thing in my bathroom. I forgot to take a before picture! Well, now he just needs to change the mirror, sink, vanity, toilet, and maybe flooring. I hope it looks nice after.

My hair is so thick and choppy, I need a haircut, but I'm not sure where. So much for letting my hair grow out. My aunt bought me in n out, yummm. And now I'm webcaming with Tina, she's pretty entertaining until she starts you tubing, then she forgets about you :[

I haven't even started working on homework, no more procrastinating, time to work!

I Love

my life. Tommy, you make my heart melt (':














I love you Cathy!!

Good Day

I was talking on the phone with Tommy earlier and I heard him curse. Tommy cursing, that's really weird to me! I've never ever heard him, until today. I noticed that he has a manlier voice around guys that he does with me. He's so pansy around me! You need to tell me the lie. I feel like such a loser right now checking my buddy list to see if you signed on while you're probably sleeping.

New house rule: you're not allowed to go anywhere on Sundays. My dad got mad at me for going to Knott's and skipping church. If he was so mad he should've told me not to go in the beggining, instead of yelling at my mom for letting me go. Now I don't think I can go watch Dark Knight because he's pissed, and because he just got his eyes lasered.

I just made cheesecake, I have to try to remember to bring some for the armpit tomarrow. I'm going to miss her. One week and four days and you're going to leave. We have to hang out soon! Have fun in Georgia. I love today, I don't have any homework for AP Bio, except I think I failed the quiz, again. I barley ate anything today, all I ate was like a ham and cheese sandwich for lunch and dinner. My rainbows smell really gross right now because I got them soaked on Big Foot Rapids ):

You looked like a cutie today!



Hello ugly CD cover.

Weekend

I'm so tired right now. I just got back from Knott's because my uncle's company was having a picnic there and gave him free tickets. I found my cousin aunt person working there today. I'm surprised she still kept this job since she only lasted at her last job for like a day. I still need to study but all I want to do is sleep. I couldn't study yesterday because I went to my soon to be cousin's birthday party and to Jonathan's house. He looked pretty good when I visited him, that made my day. His Uncle Bao had a really loud laugh, it scared me. That reminds me of the lady who was laughing in the line and she sounded like she was hyperventilating. And there was this couple standing in front of us, PDA! So akward and disturbing, they need to get a room!

Time to attempt to study for Bio, Goodnight.

Dry Toes

I went to sleep at 12am then I woke up at 4am this morning to study for AP Bio. Guess what? We didn't even take the quiz. I stayed up for nothing! Then I went home and went to sleep until 8 something, then my cousin called me to go to Knott's on Sunday. I'm going to be scared shitless again. I really need to do my laundry, I don't have anymore clothes! Well, I do, just not clothes I like. I lost a lot of my clothes, I don't even know how that happens because I never bring my clothes anywhere. My toes are really dry too, it looks gross when I wear sandals.



Hey there cutie.

Failure

I hate AP Bio! Well, I like the class because of the people in it, just not the work. I think I'm going to have to drop out later D: Mr. Ibarra was asking me questions about Tommy again today. During our little break Tommy came inside the class for a while, but I don't think he noticed. He's so oblivious!! But he's probably the funnest teacher I'll ever have though. Thanks for letting me go to the bathroom for half an hour every day.

I hope you feel better Wendy.

The Studs

I miss swim! I'm getting fatter right now because i'm so used to eatting so much after swim D: I need some excercise.

LANE FOUR LOVE<3

<3

You make my heart melt.