Spontaneous

Tastea runs and good talks with my boyfriend. What a wonderful way to end my night (:

Ice Box

I wish I could simply press rewind just to live in that moment.

Finally

Finally finals are over (: I had such a good day today!! After lip sync practice Cathy, Anson, Tina, and I went over to Jonathan's to kill time until happy hour. I missed Nicky and Brit so much, they're growing up so quickly :') They make me feel old. Hehe, once happy hour time came Cathy, Tina, and I left for Kabuki's and ordered a bunch of salmon rolls. We decided to pay Randy a visit and we played the guitar and sang the whole time. It was really fun, then we dropped him off at work. Cathy gave us a ride over to Tina's and I stayed there and hung out, then Linh took me home. What a good TCT bonding day. Hahaha, we are going to have a ARA & TCT Youtube battle (:

Different

Things have kind of been going badly this past week, but I guess I just have to learn how to cope with family, school and everything else. I don't think things will ever be the same, too much has been gone through and no one seems to be happy. Sometimes I do wish that it was just me and Linh on our own, but I know we have our responsibilities at home.

Hopefully things will brighten up after finals is over, and hopefully I do well in all my classes to make my parents happy with something.

Espanol

Day one of finals is over!! A's in Spanish & Multimedia (: No finals tomorrow for me either, so A's in Chemistry and Leadership. I really need an A in math.

Just kidding, I don't care anymore because I don't need this.

Weird

Being in the same room with both my parents at the same time is the most awkward feeling ever..

Screw finals and everything else, tired of dealing with this.

Finals Week

Things to do:

1. Write English Final Essay

2. Finish Great Gatsby Essay

3. Do Math Packet

4. Write DBQ

Bottlepop, thighs ache!! I also got like cold sweat, so now I have a headache ): Nap time!!

Happy Birthday Dalena

Luvz ya girl!!

Peter's Dinner

Yesterday was a fun day, so much better than staying at home. Linh took me to Tina's house after Thuy and my mom came home. Then Peter and Henry picked us up to go to Corner Bakery. We met up Jonathan at Bella Terra but that one was too crowded so we ended up going to the block where we met up David. Peter, David, Tina, and I ate first since everyone else lagged. I love the pesto! The guys were fat so we ended up going to In-N-Out after. I've gone there like three times in the past two days. Peter dropped me and Tina off at her house and I stayed there and watched 500 Days of Summer and didn't do my essay, fml. Linh came and picked me up and we went to go eat Mae's Cafe with Rumesh. This was the first time ever we were able to stay out until 2am without getting yelled at/called.

Dad called me and my sisters though after we came home to have a talk with us to tell us how he felt and everything. So much tension between the family now, ugh. I really don't want to be home.

Good Friday

Today was a good day!! The junior practice during lunch was so fun, I love my junior babies! After practice my papa picked me and Tina up and we went to In-N-Out, so delicious. Then we started playing the guitar and danced the night away. We eventually got tired and watched Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs, I love that movie. It's so cute!! We both really started craving Tastea so I asked my sister if we could go to Tastea and drop Tina off. We ended up waiting for Rumesh to come drive us all though because my sister didn't want to drive. He picked up Kenyth on the way and we all went to Tastea. We ran into Henry, Larry, and Danny there, I swear you always run into at least one person you know there. We dropped Tina off after and Rumesh dropped us off at home. And now me and my sister are cleaning the house.

Tomorrow's going to suck!!

Tornado

I've been living in my sister's room for the past couple of days and it's getting really comfortable to me, so now when I walk back to my room to get things it feels weird!! Weather has been crazy, I love the rain. I hate winds, stupid flipping umbrellas. I was so excited I got to use my new umbrella :')

Not anticipating Saturday at all. Sorry I didn't pick up your phone call, but I'm so sick of this. Stop trying to plan things without me knowing. I can't live like that.

Rainy

Woke up to heavy winds/rain! I love it, well the rain. I hate the wind, chapped lips and dry skin is no bueno. Baby came over to pick me up to watch Avatar, but things got changed and we just went back to his house. We were going to have lunch with his cousin but she was busy so we played the guitar and he watched me play L4D2! After that, we decided to hang out with Rumesh so him and Destiny came over to pick the both of us up. We went to his house and Kenyth was doing something to Rumesh's computer and I watched Gran Torino. I love that movie!! Horrible actors, but great storyline. When the movie was done Rumesh dropped us off and I let Kenyth have shotgun so they can talk about their cars and radar scanners.. such boys. They absolutely make my day so much better!

I absolutely adore this boy.

It's Complicated

Dad's leaving too now. Selling the business/house and everything's down the drain from there. I really feel like I have nothing left of this family besides Linh. Hopefully my parents can somehow solve their problems, but other than that, It's been chosen already I'm going to live with Linh.

I Don't Understand

I know that Dad may be unbearable to live with, and I understand why you'd want to leave. What I don't know is how you can walk out on your own daughters. Sure we have our little bitter resentments to each other here and there, but I didn't realize it was honestly enough for you to leave us too. You've always said you'd wait until I graduated or moved out of the house to do something like this because you loved me so much, so what's this supposed to mean? For Dad to cry while at the dinner table in front of us showed a lot considering he never shows his emotions and is so stubborn. He asked for you to come home to talk things out and see if you really wanted to leave, but you refused saying you didn't want to talk to him. Did it ever occur to you that it would've given you a chance to say goodbye? No phone calls, no warning, no goodbye, and no notice of when you're ever coming back. I know you may be fed up, but how can you just leave with so much responsibility behind you, but more than that how could you leave your own daughters?

Mom

I've heard you threaten to do this so many times, but I'd never actually think you'd leave.

Good

I'm so glad that it's going to be Friday tomorrow, then a three day weekend! I have a feeling it's going to be a good weekend since I'm going to be spending time with my swim girlies (:

+ Kelsey (:

(I miss my old hair!!)

I've been having the weirdest dreams for the past two days, I have no idea why ): It's so weird how all the stuff I think about throughout the week bundles up and makes a really odd dream.

I'm happy the week is ending positively though.

Trying

I wish it was raining right now.

I'm still learning more about myself everyday.

Things We Forget

And so the moral of the story today is:

Cornell

I received the summer applications today, I'm one step closer! Looking over the application made me nervous seeing how tedious and long it was. I felt like someone could see how long I was taking to fill out everything and they were going to judge me on it, so I logged off.. lol! I cannot procrastinate this though, I will not. I hope I get accepted, three weeks in New York <3 But of course I will miss my lovlies.

Today = Good day!

For You I Will

Woke up to kind of a bad morning, but at least I had a productive day and finished all of my homework early! Then I had nothing else to do but clean my already cleaned room ): I was so happy my sister bought me In-N-Out when she got off work!!

Cornell applications are out tomorrow!! I am so excited/nervous/scared/anxious/worried all at the same time. I've been thinking about this for the past year and now it's finally here, eeep!

"I just ran into my chair"

"Don't bruise!"

"Ew, I hate bruises, but I always get them while falling for you"

So funny :')

Is it strange how seeing your name pop up still makes me happy all the time? Giggle, giggle (:

Chills

I feel really sick now!! ):

I hate waking up to things like this. I'm so fed up with family drama, it's too much for me to handle. I don't think you realize how much you're tearing your own family apart.

Three

This morning was so productive, I woke up early and updated all of my chemistry lab notebook stuff! I felt so good about myself. Then I went to Dalena's because stupid Denise told me to go early when she didn't even go early either!! But it's okay, it gave us more time to smack talk about her (:

Dance practice was so funny, I loved it. While I was walking home my stomach started hurting cause I was laughing so much. My thighs also hurt, no more dips for me. Thank you Dalena for always feeding us when we come over! And good job on the dances, you go girl!

She has changed so much!!

Mistaken

This was a very dramatic morning ): I can't believe Rumesh got caught. Now we have to clear things out with my dad, but I doubt he'd believe us. I'm honestly never going to forgive him if he makes a stupid decision about my sister.

The rest of my day was pretty good though (: Went to baby's house and napped, then we woke up and made oodles of noodles! After that I got really lazy so I watched Kenyth play his games. He's so nerdy 8) I treat him like a princess, bringing him his phone and feeding him bonbons, my goodness. Then I got bored and made him entertain me, and he started looking at racing videos. Boys will be boys I guess. At least his sister's understand what I go through, they're so funny!

I've never actually confronted my dad about anything, considering that we rarely talk. This is going to be painstaking and awkward!!

Change

Break My Walls

Junior skit recording was pretty hilarious, tehehe I can't wait until the rally! Came home to a new router and Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs DVD and umbrella where the food appears when the rain pours on it (: It's the cutest thing ever!! Kenyth was such a sweetie and went to go buy me food and picked up Annie and Tina. Then we had black family + homewrecker bonding time in the car. After that Annie and Tina came inside and we hung out and now they just left (:

Happy Birthday Mr. Denise Vo (:

Taco Chicken

What a productive day (: I got so much done!! All I need left is chemistry, which I am 1% away from not taking the final anymore! I'm so happy I've been pulling all my grades up. It's so fail though that I'm worry most about my Multimedia grade.

I love ending my nights with talking to Linh and Rumesh! We had chicken, pasta, oreos, and milk for dinner (: I love them so much.

Happy Birthday Avon <3

Responsibility

How creepy is that, that we're freakishly so alike? I need to stop hanging out with you!! :(

I took a really good nap then I woke up to baby back ribs and mashed potatoes. I need to sync my phone still so I have games on my phone, it's so empty. Thank you Brian for the cards!!

LOL..

Recap

Saturday, I spent my day with my lovelies!! Tina and Kenyth came with me to Rumesh's birthday party (: And Tina secretly stayed over and I ended up having to sneak her out at 3am, crazy night!

Sunday, I went to my cousin's house where I played with the babies and attempted reading but failed because my family was karaoke-ing to the max. Then I got a visit from Kenyth!

And Today, first day of school back from break! Surprisingly I didn't fall asleep in any of my classes, but I knocked out after I got home and ate ): I also didn't hear Joyce's text because I was sleeping so I didn't go outside, sorry!

I also made my new year's resolution: Use lotion everyday because my skin is always so dry!!

Survey

You’re currently listening to?
Into You

Does it mean anything to you?
Not really

How are you feeling right now?
Lazy and irritable

What are you looking forward to?
Tomorrow!

If you drank fifteen beers, what would you be doing?
I'd never drink that much in the first place, but I'd probably puke

What hoodie did you wear last?
My sister's black one

What does your hair look like right now?
Disgusting

What do you think of piercings on guys?
No thanks

What will you be doing within the next two hours?
Reading, on the phone, who knows

Do you still talk to the last person you really liked?
Yeup

What do you usually do right when you wake up?
Fall back asleep

Have you ever kissed an ex after you broke up?
Not right right away, but after time yes

Where is your cell phone?
To my left

Are you smiling in your MySpace default picture?
Yes

Is there someone you would like to fix things with right now?
Maybe, not really

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
Already have

Does sex mean love?

It doesn't prove love

When is the next time you will kiss someone?
No idea

When was the last time you went to the movies?
I think the last time was for Tina's birthday, so about a month ago

Are you currently speaking to anyone?
Yes (:

Are there any stressful situations in your life?
School is the reason for all of my stress

Did you do something bad today?
I don't think so

What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Hot chocolate, hot apple cider's weird

Ever stayed up all night on the phone?
Yeup

When was the last time you talked on aim?
Right now

Are you currently reading a book?
Not as of this moment, but I have been reading one

Can you make brownies without looking at the instructions?
I wish, too bad I'm forgetful

Last person who texted you?
Brian

Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
I play it off

Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
No, but I need to find an outfit!!

Is your life simple or complicated?
Simple for the most part, with some minor complications

Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an S?
Nope

Do you like anyone on your top friends?
They're my favorites

Someone knocks on your window at 2 AM, what do you say?
What the hell are you doing?

Does the person you last kissed still like you?
I hope so

Have you ever kissed someone who’s name started with A?
Nope

Does your favorite mall have more than one floor?
I don't think I have a favorite mall

What is your ex doing right now?
At home, maybe

Are you wearing eyeliner?
Nope

Have any plans for Winter Break?
Winter break is pretty much over, but I'm going to Rumesh's tomorrow and to my cousin's on Sunday

Formspring

who sounds like a 10 year old girl on the phone?!

You do!!

Do you want to get back together with your ex now?

We're already back together.

are you a virgin?

Yes

Oh Boy

School's almost starting again. I need to finish my homework still!! This break has been pretty good, I really enjoyed the beginning of it but these past two days has kind of been dead to me. Luckily tomorrow is Rumesh's party and I will be out spending my time with my lovelies! And Sunday I will be going to my cousin's house, and he wants to Paranormal Activity ): I really don't want to. I hope this will be a good year, I can't wait to see what surprises there are to come this year. I'm going to try to make the best out of my last days of break.

Yesterday was a blue moon (two full moons in the same month), and that happens only every so often. The next one was predicted to be in 2028! Pretty cools (:

Hello 2010

Happy New Years everyone!!

Thank you to all the people who have been entertaining me through the night since I couldn't go out ^_^