Wish

I think I'll keep to using my Tumblr now.

Sisters

Thuy came down to visit this weekend and gave my dad money back for my tuition fee. She also told him about Tom. They're both coming home again in the beginning of July, I wonder how much my dad is going to flip out about that.

Linh just bought a salt crystal lamp and she made me blog about it, so now I am blogging about it. It's supposed to release some kind of relaxing ions. I wonder if it really works, because that'd be pretty cool.

Thank goodness tomorrow is late start (: Hahaha

ASB

The ASB potluck today was pretty good!! I love new ASB, and I'm going to miss old ASB so so much ): !! After the banquet I went to Dalena's and got ready, then we went to LQ!! I love how we made it fun. I also love ASB + Cathy Ngo + Danny! I loved everything about today, fun beans (: I AM SO PUMPED FOR CAMP RIGHT NOW!

Hair

I wish my hair grew faster, it's still so short.

My series of bad haircuts..

Kid

Sometimes yes, then quickly no, and following with a maybe. I have really random phases where I let this cross my mind.. when I know I shouldn't. No no no.

Memorial Day

This was a good Memorial Day weekend (: My mom came back home today, which has it's goods and its bads. The good thing is that I won't be eating fast food every day, but the bad thing is now I won't be able to stay out late anymore and I'd probably be getting yelled at more. Sho shads.

But regardless, glad to have you back home Mommy (:

Kelsey's

It was so embarrassing this morning when I thought it was Monday and I went into my first period class. I saw Cathy Ngo sitting there and I talked to her for a bit and I was wondering why the seniors were inside the class. Then I asked Cathy if it was Monday and she told me it was Friday ): So sad.

I knocked out after school until like 10pm until Tina called me and woke me up. Then I went over to Kelsey's, quite the interesting night.

Swim Banquet

Today was a tiring day! I went to the LA Convention Center and it was super boring ): I was so tired once I got home. Tina came over and we got ready for the banquet after school. The banquet was pretty good, I loved the food! I got my letter and a bar this year, yay (: Thanks for coming best friend!


















I'm going to miss you so much once you go to Seattle and once you go off to the Marines. Good luck to the both of you, I love you guys so much!! My bus buddies (':

Beach

Stress is gone! (: I'm done with my math test, and I submitted my essay. Today was a good beach day, it wasn't windy and turned out to get sunny once we got to the beach. I think my face kind of got sun burned though. Tomorrow is going to be another field trip, then swim banquet! My week is pretty much over, tehehe.

I wish they made scented guitar strings so my fingers wouldn't smell like steel ): Yuck.

Filled

Busy week this week! It barley even started and I can't wait until it ends, or at least until it's Thursday. I hate you analytic geometry!! I really miss my iPhone.. please return it to me ):

Shots

I left school early today to go get my tetnus shot. I ended up having to get a physical and taking three extra shots. I was secretly really scared, I hate shots ): My arm is kind of sore now.

Tomorrow is going to be Big MAC and Edison's Danceathon, I'm excited!!

Unlucky

I'm pretty sure my phones gone, which equals a bad day for me along with everything else that happened.

Phoneless

I can't believe someone stole my phone. I'm never letting anyone borrow my phone again unless they're going to follow me around while they use it. I really hope it turns up somewhere tomorrow. Out of all things I hate losing my phone the most, not only because it's an iPhone but I hate being without a phone in general. I always carry my phone everywhere with me, literally!!

I have spent so much money in the past couple days! And I'm going to buy my plane tickets soon too. Linh's going to fly over to New York with me instead of Thuy and we're going to Manhattan first and Linh's going to help me find everything and settle in (: I love my sisters.

Leo Awards

I feel like it's Friday right now after helping out at the Leo Awards! I wish it was ): I'm so tired from running, but at least I got a good work out. Congratulations to everyone!! I love testing schedule, the day seems a lot shorter. I wonder where the swim banquet is going to be at. I'm so happy you guys are going to go ^_^

Mad Gab

I was supposed to go to the gym after school today, but I got lazy and decided I didn't want to. So instead Cathy, Bob, Alex, Tommy, Nick, and I went to the mall and just walked around. After we got bored of the mall, we went to Nick's and played games. I love Mad Gab!!! It's the funniest game ever, I couldn't stop laughing!!

We decided to eat at Sonic's for dinner. Nick said there was one in Costa Mesa but we couldn't find it and we kept driving around for literally two hours straight. I was freezing cold because Nick took his parent's convertible and we put the top down. I was so happy once we got to Sonic's (: I feel so fat, after I got home I ate Domino's for dinner with my family. I love fun Fridays!! (:

Tomorrow is going to definitely be a productive/gym day.

Sleepy

This week flew by pretty fast (: I'm so happy tomorrow's Friday!! I forgot that the UCI dance was tomorrow, I'm sad. I wanted to go but now it's too last minute to make up a story to my dad.

Ulcers

I love going to the gym, it gives me the best sleep ever. The only downfall is that I never want to wake up ): I actually went to the gym pretty early today compared to the time I usually go. I love going late because there's less people. Such a sad boy, couldn't get into the gym.

Thuy decided that she was going to get me a plane ticket that goes to New York City then to Ithaca. I'm so excited!! I keep eating fruits and chili powder, I'm probably going to get an ulcer ):

Corn

I was so sleepy all throughout the day today because I didn't come home until like 1am yesterday from the gym. I napped for practically the whole 5th period. I woke up and a lot of people were gone and I thought school was over and people just didn't wake me up, but really they were just scattered around the room.

I went the the US Toy Company with Cathy, Marian, and Dalena but we ended up not buying anything. So after that we went to go get milk tea. It was super cheap and good! Then we went to Burger King, I love their value menu. We went back to my house after and just hung out and we made Mexican corn (:

I want to buy so much things ):

Flying By

Exactly 28 more school days left of this year. Junior year flew by so quickly ): I'm sad to see it coming to an end. So much things, both the good and the bad, have happened this year changing me in so many different ways. But I'm optimistic for my future, I have so many things to look forward to this summer like New York and ASB Camp!! I'm so ready to live it up this summer!!

I will always be here for you, feel better my love!!!

Prom

I loved prom (:

Let's see to sum up the day: Prepared for party, getting ready with girls, boys picked us up, went to the park and took pictures, yellow sex lights, ate, danced, pictures, car explosion, Mae's Cafe, Tommy's crazy driving, after prom adventure, and not getting yelled at by my dad when I came home in the AM's. A night I will never forget!

And thank you Tommy/Tommy's grandma for finding my camera and delivering it to me!

Preparing

This morning I took probably the most expensive nap ever!

I love Fridays (: Tina and Dalena came over after school, then Cathy and Joesph came over and we went to Joesph's house. After his house we went to go visit Diane, because we saw her and Joey on our way. I didn't realize how many people lived near me! We went to the nail place after that then dropped off Joesph. I did Tina's and Cathy's nails and we were getting prepared for prom tomorrow. My room smelled like acetone so much ): Yuck.

I can't believe prom is tomorrow, so quick! I'm so happy Tommy's mom let him trade cars so he can take the whole group now (: I'm also happy my dad's going to have a party tomorrow so hopefully his friends stay late and he forgets about me.. heh.

Finals

Apparently my sister hacked into my Blogspot considering those videos down there..

Swim is officially over, I have made it through the season! Woo hoo (: I have no idea whether or not I'm going to join next year. Mr. Cain made me feel really good today because he said he was proud of me for joining again and for getting accepted into Cornell. I loves him!

Well besides that, I'm glad that this week is almost over. Tomorrow is my APUSH test which is pretty much a joke to me so it doesn't really matter, then I'm done!

I has a bucket

Manatee Squash

Acceptance

I need to learn how to adjust and accept what I have and make the best out of it. I hate how I got into the summer program at Cornell and yet I'm still not satisfied with myself. I think I'm just putting a cloud over my head. I'm going to have fun in New York. I know I'll probably be struggling with the workload, but I know it'll pay off in the end. I just keep telling myself different and I need the straight mindset.

I have traveling on my own, a jump start to a real college experience, meeting new and different kinds of people, living on my own, taking care of myself, and being independent to look forward to. Oh, and also with the addition of shopping, rock climbing, Niagara Falls, free movies, midnight breakfasts, star gazing in the observatory, dances, parties, and so much more! (:

Prelims

Today was so hot ): I was burning after I was done with my two events. I pretty much just hung out for two hours after that. I tried hiding in the shade so my tan wouldn't get worse. The tampon thing was super funny, hahaha. The bus took forever to pick us up, but sitting on the streets singing was pretty entertaining.

Mmm, hot wings tomorrow maybe!

Princess

Swim practice ended early today, so I only swam the cool down. After practice Tommy came and picked me up then we went to Thai Bridal so we could pick out his tux and corsage. We picked out everything for his tux, but I couldn't find the right color ribbon I wanted for the corsage. So, Tommy drove over to Michael's and we picked out one and went back to give it to the lady. In the end we found the color I wanted there and we got the corsage. We ran into everyone there like Cathy, Andrew, and a bunch of other people.

After that we went to Tastea where we ran into Cathy and stuff again. I hate how cash register people always takes the guy's money over the girls ): Thank you for paying for all that stuff though, I'm treating you out next time!!

TODAY IS A GREAT DAY!!! I JUST CHECKED MY ADMISSIONS PAGE AND GUESS WHAT?!



Three weeks in New York this summer, getting closer to my goal! :')

Excitement

Church was surprisingly fun today! Allyson went this week, I missed her so much. I'm so glad she made ASB, I guess I'll be seeing her when we bus there (: I drove home from church and my dad didn't complain about my driving. I'm glad he hasn't given me a hard time about my driving like he did to my sisters.

I felt like a good kid today and decided to do all the laundry. I had a super craving for Starbucks so I decided to get Tina some too and I dropped it off for her. I came in for a bit then she came home with me. She just got picked up and now I should be doing math homework but I'm really lazy.

Tomorrow is going to be my last day of swim practice! Then after that I'm going to go tux shopping (:

SAT

I took the SATs this morning and I thought it was alright in the beginning, but I burned out in the end and got too lazy to try anymore. I wish they gave me writing/reading problems and math in the end.

After SATs, Tina came over and I made noodles for us. I gave her a manicure which she ruined two second later, I guess I'll fix it later in the week. Then she curled my hair and we watched Valentine's Day. It was so cute!! When the movie was finished we plucked each others armpits, I love pampering days. I went and got Jack's with my papa for dinner after. I love getting along with my dad, I love it!

I'm starting to love high school so much right now. I love how cute it's becoming. And I also love the bond between the junior class. I never want to leave high school ):

Lucky

Today was my lucky day! The woman in the office printed out my transcript and grade report for free right away and Nancy G. faxed it to Cornell for me. They totally made my morning (: And now I can finally say I am totally and completely done with my Cornell application. I really hope I get in, but if not I'm still looking forward to UNLV!

I feel like reality is hitting now as I'm applying for summer college and taking SAT's. I was thinking about going to Theresa's but I know I should stay home and study. I'm thinking I won't do so great on it the first time around though.

I can't believe prom is in eight days. I really need to find what dress I'm going to wear for sure so I can tell Tommy what color. Hooray for dress/tux shopping (:

Thanks for Tastea today, Christine!! We should really go to the gym after this week!

Surprise

Today was definitely interesting. Tommy asked me to prom during lunch today with huge "PROM?" letters and balloons, and it was pretty cute (: I hope you didn't get in trouble for ditching French to make the sign! Tina also got asked the same time with me by Alex! I told my sister after and she said she'll take me dress shopping when she comes back home, woo hoo! I hope prom will be fun (:

James Bond Crew for sure now!!

Orange

As I predicted before, the chemistry exam and swim meet totally kicked my butt. However, I'm so glad they're done with! That was also the last swim meet of the season. Linh left today and I really miss her ): My house feels so empty now that it's just me and my dad.

I hate swimming while I'm sick, I think it makes my nose more runny!

Redox

Prom season is so funny (: Lols!

Going to get owned by the chemistry exam and the swim meet against Orange tomorrow, gg ): Then SATS! I can't wait for this week to be over!! My sister's leaving tomorrow too, I'm going to miss her. I miss my mommy already ):

T-Mobile

I hate T-Mobile, you ruin everything!! Goodnight ):

Happy Birthday Denise

Hey soul sister, Happy seventeenth birthday! ♥

Busy Bee

Yesterday was one of the busiest days ever, I stayed at school for seventeen hours straight! The rally turned out pretty well but I was so exhausted after, I just wanted to lay on the gym floor and sleep while we were cleaning up. Luckily after ASB got food, it kind of woke me up. After that was the swim meet, which I didn't swim in. Sucks! But I stayed for the whole meet anyways because certain people stayed. I went to the gym when the meet was done to set up for the talent show. Then I went to Jack's with Tony and stuff. The talent show was so good!! I loved it :') Everyone's performances were so adorable. I love Thuy Vi, her and Vicky are like my favorite freshman swimmers.

Realization

I think today was a good day for me, a really good day. Now my mind is at ease, and things for myself at least, are settled. I've realized so much today. Realizing the difference with what something was and is made a huge difference. I'm just done with it, and I'm good now. I know I have a tendency to try to lie to myself and tell myself I'm okay and things are okay when they really aren't. But I'm proud to say that they actually are now. It's the end of lingering emotions. I think I just needed to know that last bit of information for things to be okay with myself again. I feel satisfied with myself finally, and I have come to know what is and isn't important in life.

I love all the people that have been standing right next to me.

Face Down

I have really weird sleeping hours! Yesterday I kept waking up in the middle of the night because of my phone.

School was pretty easy today. I had to wait for Tina to be done with ROP so she could come over, so I killed time by walking around and talking to Officer Ryan. I love our talks (: After that it started to randomly rain! Then my dad picked us up and we went home then got a call from Cathy telling us to get ready so we can bust our mission today. We also went and bought food and went dress shopping for Cathy. I love TCT days, jamming all the time!

Some parts of my day were totally uncalled for though, I don't even know how this happens when I didn't even say or do anything. I love karma though, I found my $20 again!!

Tired

It was supposed to be late start today, but there was skit practice so I only got a little bit of sleep. Linh had her day off today so after school and practice, we went practically everywhere and bought nothing except for Jamba Juice. I had it twice today and I feel so fat. I'm also dead tired right now, I don't want to go to school tomorrow.

Phone's also dead, now I'm using my stupid Highlight. I'm sad ):

Weekly

Woke up to a bright and shining morning and got ready for church. It ended around half an hour earlier than it usually does today. I went with my family to go eat dim sum and I swear I always see everyone and their mothers there!! There's always at least 2+ people I know there.

I got home and cleaned my room, did laundry, and folded all my clothes. Then I played the guitar for a bit and did my nails. I also got picture messaging enabled on my phone! It's so convenient too because it opens up within my messaging. Today was a pretty good stay-in Sunday!

Anticipating my sister to come home now, I miss her ): Now I'll start on my work!

Low

This morning started off on a bad note. People are just so ________ sometimes. But after I went to Nina's things got better, everyone's so weird but plenty of laughs and giggles! I hope you feel better, Diana. Today was the first day in a long time where I bought ice cream from an ice cream man. I remember when I used to think there was an ice cream man company, hahaha!

I came home to a really good dinner, so I decided to bake some molten lava cake. I have been craving so much chocolaty things lately. Oh, and apparently Linh told me that the owner of the orange Beamer parked in that Goldenwest center is really cocky because he was the winner of last year's M-fest!

Polynesian

The last day of Cultural Diversity Week was a success (: The Polynesian dancers were so good, I loved it! Oh, and congratulations best friend on becoming vice president! Linh left for Vegas to go to M-Fest this morning and now it's just going to be three days with my parents and I. This is going to be the start of a very busy week/weekend with the rally and talent show coming up!

I was looking through my Nikon earlier and found the cutest thing ever )': Oi!!

Crawfish

I did a whole semester's worth of lab reports (: I'm so proud of myself right now. All I need to do is write my essays for Cornell. Today was a pretty good day for me, with the exception of Mr. V flaking out on me!! Oh well, no Spanish homework for me for the rest of the year then. I love crawfish season, they're all so huge and delicious!

My parents are kind of nuts right now, me and my sister hid for about an hour in the room and left the house. I wonder what's going to happen when my mom leaves, hopefully things will be okay.

I hate it when I'm almost getting my period ): My face is disgusting.

Anchor

We won our meet against Saddleback by a lot of points, yay. I got two thirds individually, and I was stuck being anchor for the relays so I just swam by myself, sucks! ): Sitting in the locker room with the girls made me really miss how swim used to be.

I think I need to go to sleep earlier, I keep going late to school. I'll probably try to go to bed earlier today, which I'll most likely fail at. I love the new hair straightener that Linh bought, it makes my hair feel so much more healthy instead of burnt feeling. My hair really needs to grow faster!!

Balance

I have no idea what I'm allergic to ): But my eyes are so watery right now and I have hives all over. Stupid allergy season!

I've made it my goal to finish all of my lab reports that I've lagged for the whole semester this week. I think it's come for that time again for me to prioritize my life. Not procrastinating in school always seems to be on the top of my list, sadly. I need to find my balance.

Soundtrack To My ________

Procrastination kills, like everyone else right now I am cramming to do homework. I don't really have a lot, but I'm prolonging the time until I do it. I should probably cut off all of my socializing connection right now and put my guitar away but I really don't want to.

I really wanted to go somewhere today, I shouldn't have waited until the last minute!!

Mirror

I have no idea why but I think spring break is the time when I have the most fun versus any other break like winter! It was such a fun filled spring break this year spending everyday with my favorite people (:

Santa Monica

Today was such a fun day! We loaded six guitars into the back of Cathy's car, good thing mine was in a case (: We went to Mile Square Park and jammed for like an hour or two while sitting on the grass. Then we headed to Santa Monica!! I had to get stuck squished in the back with ARA while getting attacked by Randy for an hour. I still have to pull out 12 of his hairs. We ate at Subways and walked around the pier and took pictures and saw a bunch of cool street performers. Oh, and we also walked down 3rd Street Promenade!

Andrew drove on the way home and he drank too much water so we made a pit stop where Signal Hill was. When we finally made it home Andrew suggested an after party so we had another jam session at Anson's house. I started playing Nothing Better and we decided to make a cover but weren't able to do it because his mom went to sleep.

Randy and Andrew decided to go to a party near Anson's and asked me and Tina to come so we just went with them. We just stayed outside and talked to Kha and stuff, but we weren't there for long because Linh called me and they walked me back to Anson's.

I'm loving this spring break, I never want it to end!!

I Know It

Went to go eat at Wings N' Things today and went bowling for like two hours. After that I visited my brother then went with Destiny to get her hair cut. She looks so much cuter now! We went back to her house after and hung out. Rumesh came home after and we devoured a whole gallon of ice cream. Heheh, I love my second family!

Not going to do it.

Bonfire

I woke up early to a great morning today (: I stayed in bed for a while then Cathy Nose came to visit me. We just hung out for a while and my sister made us breakfast. Then after Cathy left, I got treated out to Tastea then came back home. I waited for Cathy to come pick me and Tina up and we lagged, sorry Anson! Then Anson, Cathy, Tina, Kevin, Brittany and I all headed to the beach (:

The bonfire was really fun, I love my juniors. I hung out with TCT most of the time and watched the sunset with them and Nicky on the lifeguard tower. Tina wouldn't stop talking about her lady bugs!! After the sunset, we headed back and sat around the fire. Then some of us went back down to the water to swim at night and I was freezing cold. On the way back I couldn't even feel my legs.

It was a fun night! Thank you Jona & Tommy

And So It Ends

Out of the blue? Yeah, probably. Underestimated? Most definitely. But what's done is done, and that's the end of it. And surprisingly, I'm not so much phased over it right now.

Cold

I thought I overslept my alarm this morning, but I actually woke up before it so I got up anyways and got ready to go to Dalena's. After Dalena's, I walked home and waited for Kelsey and Annie to come and pick me up. We started heading to the beach and I tried fixing my ugly tan, but that failed because it got really cold so I hid under Annie's blanket the whole time. I was freezing cold at the bonfire!! But I had a fun time bonding with my girls (: I went home early around sixish. I'm excited for tomorrow's bonfire, tehehe.

Ghetto

After Thuy came home from work, I packed my bags and we headed out for one last pig out before I left. We took a trip into the ghetto for one of San Francisco's best ice cream places. I was so scared the whole time we were walking around because there was a bunch of crazy/homeless people everywhere. We finally got to Bi-Rite Creamery and I got mint chip and snickerdoodle ice cream and it was so good! After that we went to Tartine Bakery and bought a bunch of desserts for me to bring home to the family. Then we went to go eat dinner at this Italian place, the place looked really nice and the food was just kind of whatevers.

We went on the bus after that and headed to the airport. I absolutely love flying home during the night time because I love seeing the city lights. It's the best view you can possibly get. When I came home I gave my family the desserts and told them all about my trip. Surprisingly enough, I really missed my family, even though it's only been three days! And the first thing I did when I walked into my room was clean, I can't stand messy rooms!!

That was a fun adventure though, I can't wait to go again (:

San Francisco

I can't believe I'm up so early right now. I'm in my sister's house alone now because she went to work, so I decided to catch up on my blogging.

I flew out to San Francisco on Saturday morning and I did so much walking. We went to the Farmer's Market, Pier 39 to see the sea lions, bought some salt water taffy, Fisherman's Warf, Blue Mermaid, Seal Rock beach, a cafe that overlooked the beach, an eight story mall, and had dinner at a sushi boat place.

The next day started to rain so we didn't do that much. We went to Zazi's for brunch, went to Golden Gate Park, the aquarium/museum where I got to see penguins, then went to a Peruvian restaurant where I ate Ceviche, Pallella, and a Tres Leches cake. It was so delicious!

& Happy one year anniversary to me and Kenyth.

I've been bussing all my time around here and there are pretty creepy people around. When me and my sister walk around and I hear footsteps behind me I get really paranoid and start speed walking. My sister's roomate also has a cat, yuck! It's pretty harmless but I still don't like cats.

Today my sister's at work so she left me the keys to go exploring on my last day. She left me some stuff to make french toast. I think after I make the french toast I'll walk around the neighborhood or something before all the creepy people come out.

Maybe it's just bad timing, hah.

Rare Boba

I'm so happy I'm not really going to have any homework over the weekend really. Junior year is actually pretty easy (: This is the first year where I don't have big projects assigned over breaks.

After school Kenyth picked me up and we went back to his house. We took a nap and then I woke up at like 4pm and I tried waking him up but he wouldn't wake up ): I tried shaking him but then he kicked me so I just went on the computer. Nancy and Alex came home and they finally woke up Kenyth and we went to Tastea. Then we headed home and we took polaroid pictures, they're so cute! It makes me want one, but the film's too expensive for my life.

Plans

We finally won our first meet of the season, good job girls!

My spring break plans are coming together!

April 3rd - Fly to San Francisco
April 4th - San Francisco, and anniversary (:
April 5th - Fly back home at night
April 6th - Kelsey's Bonfire
April 7th - Junior Bonfire
April 8th -
April 9th - Swim girls sleep over
April 10th -
April 11th -

Also going to have a ARA + TCT collab day somewhere in there (:

Guess Who

Cut their tail finally? I did! But now my hair is super short, oh well I guess I need some change. I hate doing 125's, they make me want to cry. But I survived another day of practice, only about a month more of suffering.

Last

Birthday Part Three

This part of my birthday was spent with my family. My relatives and cousin came over and ate BBQ and to hang out since Saturday with them didn't really count. I love my baby cousins, tehehehe! I had a really fun birthday this year, thank you to everyone who spent it with me!!

I also finally bought Dalena's 2 month late birthday present, sorry Dalez (: But your present is well on its way!

Thuy left today too, and she bought a plane ticket for me to fly to San Francisco on Saturday morning. I'm kind of excited and scared to fly on my own! I also can't wait to go everywhere around San Francisco and eat, I'm probably going to gain 10 pounds going over there ): It's a good thing I bought my gym membership again today!

Birthday

Birthday Part Two!

Thuy came home at around 9am and we hung out for a while until we went to Matthew's birthday party. Then she dropped me off at home to get ready. While I was getting ready, Kenyth came over to fix my laptop and I almost had a heart attack.. and then we went to his house to hang out for a while.

He took me to dinner at a cute little Italian restaurant that had really good pasta! The restaurant has a really embarrassing birthday song thing which Kenyth got them to play ): But they gave me really good cake!! Thank you for a wonderful birthday baby ♥ I loved it!

Pre-Birthday

This morning ran by pretty quickly, swim pictures at the beach were pretty much a bust though. I miss how fun it was freshman year ):

Birthday Part One!

Linh tricked me into thinking we were going to Balboa Island and that we were going to Wingnuts to pick up my cousin's credit card that they left there when they were eating in the afternoon. When we walked into Wingnuts I saw everyone sitting at the table and I was so surprised! Everyone is such good liars nowadays, those sneakies! I also got a red velvet cake for my birthday and my black family caked me ): My hair was so hard for the rest of the night.

I loved my presents so much!! Thank you Linh, second family, Kenyth, black family, CA119, Nancy, and Alex for spending my birthday with me! After dinner, we went to a pool hall but then it smelled like smoke and was really creepy. Some old Korean man offered me, Kenyth, and Destiny cigarettes. So we decided not to go there, and we all went karaoke-ing instead (: What a wonderful night spent with my favorites!!

Paul Mitchel

Linh didn't have work today so she picked me up from school and drove me back again for my interview which I thought was okay. We went to Paul Mitchel after to get our haircuts but they were booked, but we got some Golden Spoon (: I'm going to get my haircut on Tuesday!

I'm so happy tomorrow's Friday because I know I'm going to have a fun weekend with my favorite people ever (: After chemistry tomorrow, I'm going to be a happy camper!! We have swim pictures at the beach tomorrow, but then I don't know how long I'm going to stay because I want to have time to go home and get ready.

Salt & Vinegar chips are weird. I think my tongue just doesn't enjoy sour things that aren't meant to be truly sour like chips and stuff, but then I think lemonade and things like that are good.

Application

We got totally murdered by Oceanview today, but I'm glad that I PR'd individually (: Thank you for biking to my swim meet even though I told you I'd be fine if you didn't go, you're such a sweet boy. I swear I always meet Kenyth's dad on the days I look really gross like today when I was all chlorine-y ): His dad is so funny though!!

After having dinner with his family, we picked up Ryan and went to Alex's but I didn't really do much, I felt useless! Kenyth dropped me off when it started getting late and now I'll spend the rest of my night answering more Cornell questions and jamming on the guitar (:

I also hate filling out financial aid forms.. eff them!!

Cherry

I ate too much ): I'm going to pop!

My cheeks are really red and I don't know why, and my bangs are really long and annoying right now.

But anyways, Happy birthday Mommy ♥

Tow Truck

I woke up thinking I wasn't going to have to go to church because it was already 11am, but turns out my parents decided to wake me up late and make me rush to get ready. I don't like going to church on my birthday week because then they call out the people's birthdays and make them stand up and I think it's embarrassing ):

After church, I went to go pick up Vivian's present then me and Linh went to Rumesh's so he can look at her car. We dropped Destiny off at a party then went shopping. While we were on our way home Linh's car started smoking but luckily we were close to Rumesh's. We called a tow truck and brought the car back home without my parents even noticing that there was a huge semi-truck making loud noises in the driveway with big flashing lights.

I guess that means no bowling for me, it was too late at night anyways. And I'm not feeling that rebellious enough to sneak out, hahaha.

Huntington

I woke up today and my mom made me wash my dad's car and fold all the laundry ): But luckily after that I got to spend the rest of the day with my baby!

Kenyth picked me up and we went to Tastea but I went in by myself because he was in PJ's. Then went back home, to the beach (which oddly got foggy), got Pinkberry, ate some Johnny's, and played cs/omgpop/tetrisfriends at home. What a fun day (: And my mother was surprisingly nice to me when I got home.

Look at how cute he is with his scrunchy face, tehehe.

Vivian Cup

Happy 18th Birthday BBYXD1MP13z714!!

Swim meet seemed very chill today, I think I like it better when it's just quiet because I feel so under pressure when people cheer me on ): I love how we're making it through the season with like six varsity girls. I hope you feel better Beth!

After the swim meet, Anson picked me up from school then drove me home and he made me change my outfit. Then after that we got gas and headed over to Islands. It was so good, I am such a pig now! It was hilarious seeing Tina trying to down seven bowls of tortilla soup, hahah! I hope you had a good time Vivian!! (:

Assumptions

I got to practice with JV boys today during practice, I like it so much better because I'm not pressured and I was able to do all my flip turns. After practice, my baby picked me up and we went to his house to do "homework" which he didn't even do because he's the biggest lagger ever.

& thanks, it made me really happy (: Tehehehe.

Came home to my assumptive mother who blames me for everything!! My parents are more dramatic than high school, foreally.

Gym

Yesterday Linh bought me a 24 hour fitness pass for my birthday (: I loves her tehehe. I should stop eating so much, but I don't. Today Mr. William's bought ASB pizza for cleaning the room and then my dad got KFC on our way home. Oh well, at least I'll run it off tonight!

Let's go to a place, far away.

Black Angus

Spring forward! I actually woke up early at like 9am which meant I woke up at 8am to go to church. I attempted to read once I got home but for some reason my mind was in another place so I just decided to sleep.

One of my favorite relatives took me and my sister to Black Angus for dinner. Prime rib is so good!! I felt like I was going to burst after I was done. I have been eating so much lately ): I love spending time with Johnny too, he's the cutest thing in the world. He is always giggling and smiling for no apparent reason, I love that boy.

Scared

I am really creeped out right now. So there's a truck that's been parked in front of my house for the past couple of weeks and my sister thinks someone lives in it ): I'm scared that they're secretly watching me right now. My dad told me to becareful when I open the garage because they might come after me. I hate scaring myself ):

Fugi's

I feel like I'm always eating!! ): Today me and Kenyth watched Avatar in 3D, I wanted to fall asleep in the beginning of it because I was so tired from staying up last night. Aliens and humans kissing is really awkward though. We got free Pinkberry and a $5 gift card from answering that mango was a fruit, pretty cools. We were going to go Pinkberry hopping but all the Pinkberry's are so far so we went to Fugi's instead. I'm still so full right now!! I honestly love being able to tell my parents I'm going to go out without any further questioning and without getting phone calls while I'm out. There's pretty much only a few times where that happens, I'm glad today was one of them (:

Yesterday's Power 106 game was pretty fun! Mann, The Rangers, and Iyaz came. So funny how we beat Oceanview to Iyaz! I will see him once again in two weeks!

Wind

Today was actually a good swim meet because I liked my events. I haven't done fly in so long and I realized how much I missed doing it (: Slowly improving times, I knocked 6 seconds off my 50 free!

Thank you for taking me home today baby! After the swim meet I came home to the most delicious dinner ever and then after that I took me and my mom to Stater Bros. to go buy munchies. Now I shall study for the chemistry exam!!

I think my face got sunburned or something too, or maybe it's just really dry because it hurts whenever I touch it ):

Pulls

My tricep muscles are slowly coming back, I was so sad when I couldn't pull that fast anymore because I used to be able to do them so easily. I felt so productive when I went home today because I did laundry and started on homework right away. I love coming home to my clean room, it puts me in a better mood.

Darn people saying they want to buy my iPhone and not responding!! I hate false hope emails ): But, hooray for passing the ASB "test"!

Wife

Today I went to Sally's with Annie and I got new earrings for my cartilage (: And then Annie got eyeliner and we went to Baskin Robbins to pick up a job application and then wandered around Anna's Linens and Ross. I miss hanging out with you!! All we were missing was Tina and it'd be like good old times again.

I also made chicken mushroom fettuccini alfredo and homemade thai tea w/boba when I came home! (:

TGI Saturdays

I had TGI Fridays for the first time ever today and it was so filling (: The deal they had was so cheap too!! Swim definitely brought back my appetite because I would have never been able to finish my food if I was still at my normal eating. Kenyth also fixed my phone today (: Once you go iPhone, ya just can't go back!! A wonderful day spent with my boyfriend today.

My map boyfriend (:

I'm going to continue working on my Cornell application this weekend too, thank you for the encouragement Nancy!

Improvement

Second meet of the season wasn't that bad considering we only had 6 varsity girls racing and we only lost by 5 points! Congratulations to jv girls (: I love them so much!! They're honestly so cute and adorable. I'm glad that I was able to knock some time off my races (:

Eleven

Today was my first day practicing with varsity, and it was so difficult for me to keep up ): But I'm glad Anderson's a good coach! My iPhone doesn't want to turn on and it makes me want to cry!!

Happy eleven months baby <3 Thank you for coming by after practice and bringing me food. You're the sweetest boy in the whole wide world!

First Meet

First swim meet against Savanna was today! It was pretty depressing because I only went to one practice and was put on varsity. I did horribly, I'm not even kidding because I'm 15 seconds slower on my 100 free than I usually am. I think I'll do better though once I start going to more practices though, hopefully. I think as much as I don't like swim sometimes, I'd feel really empty without it so I'm glad I fell for Mr. Cain's guilt trip. I really do miss my girlies though!

Thank you Kenyth, Christine, and Kelsey for being there to cheer me on :') You guys are ze best!!

Season's Back

I'm so out of shape!! It was my first time jumping back into the pool since last year. When I was warming up in the deep pool it made me think back to the freshman year days where our team was so fun and spirited. I really miss my swim girls! I need to get back into shape again. I need to start focusing in school and stop slacking. I can't believe I paid for an AP test that I don't think I have the slightest chance of even passing ): I hate those "what if" situations!!

Matthew

Today was a well spent Sunday! I woke up early, and ended up not having to go to church. Instead I went to visit my new cousin, Matthew! He's the cutest little thing ever :') Me and my aunts went around Mission Viejo and tried looking for a fast food place to eat at, and we ended up eating $30 of McDonalds.

After that, I went to the beach with Cathy and Tina. We went shopping, but I couldn't find the bag I wanted ): I might just order it online. Cathy made me really want a car!! I really wouldn't mind getting a cheapy car at this point, I just want a car ):

Sadies

Not that many people showed up as expected, but I had a fun time with ze friends and my baby (: Tehehehe!

Thank you for the outfit, Nancy!

Costumes

I worked in the finance office for like an hour and a half. I felt bad for making Kenyth wait all that time! But anyways, after I was done we went to Dollar Tree and bought our costume. You're so silly, hehehe. After that we went to Jamba Juice and played with the Spiderman toy airplanes we bought. Then we went to Goldenwest Park (I finally found the name, AKA park with a lot of birds & ducks and the lake) but there were too many animals so we stayed in the car. Then we talked in the car outside in my neighborhood and fell asleep, we are such lazy people.

Pancakes

Happy birthday Christine, Daniel, and Kathy!!

Got Ihop with Cathy and Dalena after school, so good! I think today made me excited for next year's ASB/Red Cross (: I can't wait for changes to be made. One and a half years to live it up, so many pros and cons. I love coming home when my parents aren't home because I'm able to play the guitar as loud as I want and go outside of my room without being told to do stuff for them. I should cut my "tail" off, but I don't know when!! I'm scared of haircuts for life.

Blackjack

I went to my aunt's house warming party today (: It was pretty fun! I evened out while gambling and got attacked by my little cousins.

I love Johnny!!

Fantastic Friday

I had a wonderful day spent after school with my boyfriend and best friend (: Recording and In-N-Out, yummy!

Nine Crimes cover with my Stends and help from Kenyth! Tehehe (:

nes

Pigs Fly

Meet my Sadies date (:

Love

I love Denise and Dalena much! They is so cool. They come over my house today and it just make my day better happy.

^ What is that -_-

Anyways, girls came over again to do the history project! After they left I waited for like five hours for my sister to come home then we went to my uncle's house for thirty minutes and everyone pretty much left. Sister let me drive home, hooray for her trusting me more. I need new glasses..

Happy Valentine's Day

To my boyfriend, to my family, and to all of my friends!!

Happy Lunar New Year as well!! I put my money in the bank today, hooray for saving (: There are so many rules when you're Asian ): I wish I were able to speak Vietnamese more fluently and know what you're supposed to and not supposed to do!

Dalena, Denise, and Cathy came over at 8am this morning, it's the second year in a row where we spent Valentine's Day with each other!! I made breakfast and we did our history project. My sister left her car at home so I was able to drive it (: Tehehe, I decided to drive to Kenyth's and surprise him! Then we went cruising around for a while, he's so funny!! He always makes me laugh even from the silliest things (:

Winter Rally

The rally went so smoothly!! I am so proud of everyone who participated, especially my juniors! Double what?! Double one!! We totally won that, hehe. I was so tired after the rally and I was ready to KO but then Annie called me to come outside and Kenyth knelt down on his knees and pulled out a box with a ring pop inside asking for me to be his valentine! He's so cute, makes my heart melt :')

I stayed after school for a while and cleaned up the ASB room cause it was a big mess and I felt bad for making Mr. Williams clean it up. Also called Kenyth because I wanted to see him, so he came and picked me up after (: We went over to his house, Volcano Tea where I ran into Truc, the park to walk around, cruising around his old neighborhood, his gay lover's house, and then we just hung outside around my neighborhood (: I love our random days!!

SO ADORABLE WHEN YOU DO THAT!!

Run Throughs

Rally run throughs today, and I am so tired!! Baby picked me up and got me In-N-Out, such a sweet heart! I can't wait for tomorrow (:

Honey Bunch

16 Memorable Moments:

1. The day you asked me out on Signal Hill!!

2. Having our first date at CPK where we spontaneously went to the beach at night after

3. Our spring break adventures watching the sunset, sunrise, and eating out everyday.

4. Watching I Love You Man where we held hands for the first time 0:)

5. During swim finals at Orange when I was doing laps and stopped at the end and saw you because you came to support me at my meet

6. Going on countless adventures with you to unnamed beaches and riding on hot air balloons!

7. The time you swept me off my feet because I said I was tired and you carried me all the way to the car.

8. When we were having problems during the Maine concert but we made up just in time when Into Your Arms began playing.

9. Seeing you for the first time where we had the same jacket and you took the air bubbles out of my screen protector, hahaha (:

10. Trying to be slick when asking me for my number while in Joey's car by taking your phone when I was playing Tower Bloxx and going to the phonebook (and I entered Alessandra Ambrosio!)

11. When we would used to talk until 3am on a school night where we wouldn't be sleepy, and one of us would have to suggest to go to sleep or else we'd be dead at school tomorrow. Also when you used to go to Sarah's a lot and called me whenever you were driving there.

12. Being serenaded to for the first time ever by you and remembering how hard I tried to contain my smile because I thought you were the cutest thing ever

13. When you would always come to visit me outside my neighborhood even if it was only for a minute (:

14. On my birthday where you bought me a bunch of balloons because you said I was going to go flying that day!

15. The first time The Ranks performed at Oceanview and you pointed me out through the audience, tehehe :)

16. And of course, Christmas Eve slow dancing with you on the streets underneath the stars.

Home

So today I wasn't allowed to go out, so I had a sister bonding day (: Made breakfast, ran errands for papa, picked up Destiny and went to Costa Mesa for cream puffs, got Lollicup, went around and bought a huge load of snacks at the Korean supermarket, sister made me a bank account, attempted to get a 24hr pass but they didn't let my sister sign for me, and went bra shopping. Then when we finally got home we had one of the nicest dinners in so long!! It made me so happy (: My parents casually talked to each other without any awkwardness. After that me and Linh went to Costco and bought mochi, then went to Marshalls after to buy candles. It felt like the day was so long!!

I can't wait for my Hello Kitty card to come in (:

Superbowl

I felt so out of it today! I spent my whole morning/afternoon at Dale's practicing even though we didn't practice that much. It mostly consisted of eating, watching Jersey Shore, and sleeping. I walked home at 4ish and ate ribs and watched the Superbowl with my papa. It's been a long time since I've ever bonded with him. Colts lost, so sad!!

I love three day weekends (:

Driving Adventures

Woke up this morning planning to go to Pasadena, but the weather made a change of plans. Kenyth picked me up and we hung out at his house and ate breakfast, then we decided to watch Avatar but when we headed over to Irvine Spectrum it was sold out and we went 2 hours early too ): So we walked around and went to the Apple store then we got Yogurtland. After, we started heading to Nickel Nickel but we stopped to get Tastea with Cathy and Anson. Anson wanted a double date so we invited them to Nickel Nickel too. It was so hot in there, but it was fun. We all went back to Anson's house after and chilled out for a bit. Got really scared, then went to Carl's and back to Kenyth's.

Overall a good day, lots of driving and having fun spending time with my one and only (:

Hello Cathy Nose!

Zombieland

It started raining again (: Tehehe, I wish the floor was able to stay dry and the water would just sink through the ground though because I hate getting my shoes wet! After school Kenyth and Diane picked me up and we went home then Nancy asked if she could curl my hair. She's a good hair curler! I would never be able to do it to myself. We started watching Zombieland after she finished my hair and half way through Marian, Joyce, and Annie came over and got me Tastea, yum! Zombieland was a pretty good movie, it was just so random but it all fit in. The beginning was so gruesome though!! I love the hair behind the ear thing, I thought it was really cute. Thank you for your jacket, you saved me from being drenched! (:

Pasadena tomorrow with my baby, Andrew, and Ngoc!!

Ten

Happy ten months baby!! Things have been going so well lately that it has just put me in a really good mood. I really do learn more about myself everyday. I learned that I totally suck at explaining things and I get tongue tied while trying to, hahaha. I also know I should work on what I say a lot more, and that I should think things through more rationally.

I thought today was still a good day despite those little mishaps!

Brother

I haven't had such a great day in so long, it just kept adding on throughout the day! I was early to zero period, Mrs. Lanz wasn't here today, I got an A in math with the second highest test score, another A in history with a 96% on my DBQ, and I figured out I'm going to be going to Santa Barbra with Kenyth, Andrew, and Ngoc this weekend!

After school, my sister and mom picked me up and we went to go visit my brother's grave. This was like my first time ever visiting him since I never remembered doing so in the past. It was so sad to see all the babys' graves ): When we found him, we left heart balloons there. I've always wondered what it'd be like if he was still living. Like what would he look like, would we get along, would we fight? I was curious as to why my mom wanted to visit him now after so long, and she told me that she didn't want me and my sister to forget about him when we grow older since no one really brings him up. I feel so guilty for not visiting him, but I will definitely do so more and I would never forget you.

Huy Quoc Nguyen <3
November 08, 1988

Spontaneous

Tastea runs and good talks with my boyfriend. What a wonderful way to end my night (:

Ice Box

I wish I could simply press rewind just to live in that moment.

Finally

Finally finals are over (: I had such a good day today!! After lip sync practice Cathy, Anson, Tina, and I went over to Jonathan's to kill time until happy hour. I missed Nicky and Brit so much, they're growing up so quickly :') They make me feel old. Hehe, once happy hour time came Cathy, Tina, and I left for Kabuki's and ordered a bunch of salmon rolls. We decided to pay Randy a visit and we played the guitar and sang the whole time. It was really fun, then we dropped him off at work. Cathy gave us a ride over to Tina's and I stayed there and hung out, then Linh took me home. What a good TCT bonding day. Hahaha, we are going to have a ARA & TCT Youtube battle (:

Different

Things have kind of been going badly this past week, but I guess I just have to learn how to cope with family, school and everything else. I don't think things will ever be the same, too much has been gone through and no one seems to be happy. Sometimes I do wish that it was just me and Linh on our own, but I know we have our responsibilities at home.

Hopefully things will brighten up after finals is over, and hopefully I do well in all my classes to make my parents happy with something.

Espanol

Day one of finals is over!! A's in Spanish & Multimedia (: No finals tomorrow for me either, so A's in Chemistry and Leadership. I really need an A in math.

Just kidding, I don't care anymore because I don't need this.

Weird

Being in the same room with both my parents at the same time is the most awkward feeling ever..

Screw finals and everything else, tired of dealing with this.

Finals Week

Things to do:

1. Write English Final Essay

2. Finish Great Gatsby Essay

3. Do Math Packet

4. Write DBQ

Bottlepop, thighs ache!! I also got like cold sweat, so now I have a headache ): Nap time!!

Happy Birthday Dalena

Luvz ya girl!!

Peter's Dinner

Yesterday was a fun day, so much better than staying at home. Linh took me to Tina's house after Thuy and my mom came home. Then Peter and Henry picked us up to go to Corner Bakery. We met up Jonathan at Bella Terra but that one was too crowded so we ended up going to the block where we met up David. Peter, David, Tina, and I ate first since everyone else lagged. I love the pesto! The guys were fat so we ended up going to In-N-Out after. I've gone there like three times in the past two days. Peter dropped me and Tina off at her house and I stayed there and watched 500 Days of Summer and didn't do my essay, fml. Linh came and picked me up and we went to go eat Mae's Cafe with Rumesh. This was the first time ever we were able to stay out until 2am without getting yelled at/called.

Dad called me and my sisters though after we came home to have a talk with us to tell us how he felt and everything. So much tension between the family now, ugh. I really don't want to be home.

Good Friday

Today was a good day!! The junior practice during lunch was so fun, I love my junior babies! After practice my papa picked me and Tina up and we went to In-N-Out, so delicious. Then we started playing the guitar and danced the night away. We eventually got tired and watched Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs, I love that movie. It's so cute!! We both really started craving Tastea so I asked my sister if we could go to Tastea and drop Tina off. We ended up waiting for Rumesh to come drive us all though because my sister didn't want to drive. He picked up Kenyth on the way and we all went to Tastea. We ran into Henry, Larry, and Danny there, I swear you always run into at least one person you know there. We dropped Tina off after and Rumesh dropped us off at home. And now me and my sister are cleaning the house.

Tomorrow's going to suck!!

Tornado

I've been living in my sister's room for the past couple of days and it's getting really comfortable to me, so now when I walk back to my room to get things it feels weird!! Weather has been crazy, I love the rain. I hate winds, stupid flipping umbrellas. I was so excited I got to use my new umbrella :')

Not anticipating Saturday at all. Sorry I didn't pick up your phone call, but I'm so sick of this. Stop trying to plan things without me knowing. I can't live like that.

Rainy

Woke up to heavy winds/rain! I love it, well the rain. I hate the wind, chapped lips and dry skin is no bueno. Baby came over to pick me up to watch Avatar, but things got changed and we just went back to his house. We were going to have lunch with his cousin but she was busy so we played the guitar and he watched me play L4D2! After that, we decided to hang out with Rumesh so him and Destiny came over to pick the both of us up. We went to his house and Kenyth was doing something to Rumesh's computer and I watched Gran Torino. I love that movie!! Horrible actors, but great storyline. When the movie was done Rumesh dropped us off and I let Kenyth have shotgun so they can talk about their cars and radar scanners.. such boys. They absolutely make my day so much better!

I absolutely adore this boy.

It's Complicated

Dad's leaving too now. Selling the business/house and everything's down the drain from there. I really feel like I have nothing left of this family besides Linh. Hopefully my parents can somehow solve their problems, but other than that, It's been chosen already I'm going to live with Linh.

I Don't Understand

I know that Dad may be unbearable to live with, and I understand why you'd want to leave. What I don't know is how you can walk out on your own daughters. Sure we have our little bitter resentments to each other here and there, but I didn't realize it was honestly enough for you to leave us too. You've always said you'd wait until I graduated or moved out of the house to do something like this because you loved me so much, so what's this supposed to mean? For Dad to cry while at the dinner table in front of us showed a lot considering he never shows his emotions and is so stubborn. He asked for you to come home to talk things out and see if you really wanted to leave, but you refused saying you didn't want to talk to him. Did it ever occur to you that it would've given you a chance to say goodbye? No phone calls, no warning, no goodbye, and no notice of when you're ever coming back. I know you may be fed up, but how can you just leave with so much responsibility behind you, but more than that how could you leave your own daughters?

Mom

I've heard you threaten to do this so many times, but I'd never actually think you'd leave.

Good

I'm so glad that it's going to be Friday tomorrow, then a three day weekend! I have a feeling it's going to be a good weekend since I'm going to be spending time with my swim girlies (:

+ Kelsey (:

(I miss my old hair!!)

I've been having the weirdest dreams for the past two days, I have no idea why ): It's so weird how all the stuff I think about throughout the week bundles up and makes a really odd dream.

I'm happy the week is ending positively though.

Trying

I wish it was raining right now.

I'm still learning more about myself everyday.

Things We Forget

And so the moral of the story today is:

Cornell

I received the summer applications today, I'm one step closer! Looking over the application made me nervous seeing how tedious and long it was. I felt like someone could see how long I was taking to fill out everything and they were going to judge me on it, so I logged off.. lol! I cannot procrastinate this though, I will not. I hope I get accepted, three weeks in New York <3 But of course I will miss my lovlies.

Today = Good day!

For You I Will

Woke up to kind of a bad morning, but at least I had a productive day and finished all of my homework early! Then I had nothing else to do but clean my already cleaned room ): I was so happy my sister bought me In-N-Out when she got off work!!

Cornell applications are out tomorrow!! I am so excited/nervous/scared/anxious/worried all at the same time. I've been thinking about this for the past year and now it's finally here, eeep!

"I just ran into my chair"

"Don't bruise!"

"Ew, I hate bruises, but I always get them while falling for you"

So funny :')

Is it strange how seeing your name pop up still makes me happy all the time? Giggle, giggle (:

Chills

I feel really sick now!! ):

I hate waking up to things like this. I'm so fed up with family drama, it's too much for me to handle. I don't think you realize how much you're tearing your own family apart.

Three

This morning was so productive, I woke up early and updated all of my chemistry lab notebook stuff! I felt so good about myself. Then I went to Dalena's because stupid Denise told me to go early when she didn't even go early either!! But it's okay, it gave us more time to smack talk about her (:

Dance practice was so funny, I loved it. While I was walking home my stomach started hurting cause I was laughing so much. My thighs also hurt, no more dips for me. Thank you Dalena for always feeding us when we come over! And good job on the dances, you go girl!

She has changed so much!!

Mistaken

This was a very dramatic morning ): I can't believe Rumesh got caught. Now we have to clear things out with my dad, but I doubt he'd believe us. I'm honestly never going to forgive him if he makes a stupid decision about my sister.

The rest of my day was pretty good though (: Went to baby's house and napped, then we woke up and made oodles of noodles! After that I got really lazy so I watched Kenyth play his games. He's so nerdy 8) I treat him like a princess, bringing him his phone and feeding him bonbons, my goodness. Then I got bored and made him entertain me, and he started looking at racing videos. Boys will be boys I guess. At least his sister's understand what I go through, they're so funny!

I've never actually confronted my dad about anything, considering that we rarely talk. This is going to be painstaking and awkward!!

Change

Break My Walls

Junior skit recording was pretty hilarious, tehehe I can't wait until the rally! Came home to a new router and Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs DVD and umbrella where the food appears when the rain pours on it (: It's the cutest thing ever!! Kenyth was such a sweetie and went to go buy me food and picked up Annie and Tina. Then we had black family + homewrecker bonding time in the car. After that Annie and Tina came inside and we hung out and now they just left (:

Happy Birthday Mr. Denise Vo (:

Taco Chicken

What a productive day (: I got so much done!! All I need left is chemistry, which I am 1% away from not taking the final anymore! I'm so happy I've been pulling all my grades up. It's so fail though that I'm worry most about my Multimedia grade.

I love ending my nights with talking to Linh and Rumesh! We had chicken, pasta, oreos, and milk for dinner (: I love them so much.

Happy Birthday Avon <3

Responsibility

How creepy is that, that we're freakishly so alike? I need to stop hanging out with you!! :(

I took a really good nap then I woke up to baby back ribs and mashed potatoes. I need to sync my phone still so I have games on my phone, it's so empty. Thank you Brian for the cards!!

LOL..

Recap

Saturday, I spent my day with my lovelies!! Tina and Kenyth came with me to Rumesh's birthday party (: And Tina secretly stayed over and I ended up having to sneak her out at 3am, crazy night!

Sunday, I went to my cousin's house where I played with the babies and attempted reading but failed because my family was karaoke-ing to the max. Then I got a visit from Kenyth!

And Today, first day of school back from break! Surprisingly I didn't fall asleep in any of my classes, but I knocked out after I got home and ate ): I also didn't hear Joyce's text because I was sleeping so I didn't go outside, sorry!

I also made my new year's resolution: Use lotion everyday because my skin is always so dry!!

Survey

You’re currently listening to?
Into You

Does it mean anything to you?
Not really

How are you feeling right now?
Lazy and irritable

What are you looking forward to?
Tomorrow!

If you drank fifteen beers, what would you be doing?
I'd never drink that much in the first place, but I'd probably puke

What hoodie did you wear last?
My sister's black one

What does your hair look like right now?
Disgusting

What do you think of piercings on guys?
No thanks

What will you be doing within the next two hours?
Reading, on the phone, who knows

Do you still talk to the last person you really liked?
Yeup

What do you usually do right when you wake up?
Fall back asleep

Have you ever kissed an ex after you broke up?
Not right right away, but after time yes

Where is your cell phone?
To my left

Are you smiling in your MySpace default picture?
Yes

Is there someone you would like to fix things with right now?
Maybe, not really

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
Already have

Does sex mean love?

It doesn't prove love

When is the next time you will kiss someone?
No idea

When was the last time you went to the movies?
I think the last time was for Tina's birthday, so about a month ago

Are you currently speaking to anyone?
Yes (:

Are there any stressful situations in your life?
School is the reason for all of my stress

Did you do something bad today?
I don't think so

What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Hot chocolate, hot apple cider's weird

Ever stayed up all night on the phone?
Yeup

When was the last time you talked on aim?
Right now

Are you currently reading a book?
Not as of this moment, but I have been reading one

Can you make brownies without looking at the instructions?
I wish, too bad I'm forgetful

Last person who texted you?
Brian

Is it easy for others to make you feel awkward?
I play it off

Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
No, but I need to find an outfit!!

Is your life simple or complicated?
Simple for the most part, with some minor complications

Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an S?
Nope

Do you like anyone on your top friends?
They're my favorites

Someone knocks on your window at 2 AM, what do you say?
What the hell are you doing?

Does the person you last kissed still like you?
I hope so

Have you ever kissed someone who’s name started with A?
Nope

Does your favorite mall have more than one floor?
I don't think I have a favorite mall

What is your ex doing right now?
At home, maybe

Are you wearing eyeliner?
Nope

Have any plans for Winter Break?
Winter break is pretty much over, but I'm going to Rumesh's tomorrow and to my cousin's on Sunday

Formspring

who sounds like a 10 year old girl on the phone?!

You do!!

Do you want to get back together with your ex now?

We're already back together.

are you a virgin?

Yes