Armpit

I love my best friend so much <3

Omg Anit

RIP MY BABY <3

Don't worry, I will fix you soon!

Trading you in for a Dash.

Sorry

bestfriend.

We should have talked more. I just don't like to talk to people when I'm angry/sad because it just puts other people in a bad mood. And I don't want to like explode on anyone. I've pretty much been a hermit crab the past few days. My family didn't bother me today surprisingly, I think it's cause he knows he was wrong yesterday for yelling at me.

I love you armpit <3

Six

My family has seriously been all up on me this week. SO IRRITATING. Now I have to watch what I do around the house so my dad won't have a reason to yell at me. He'll probably find a stupid reason to yell at me for though, like three way calling. My mom is probably gonna come in my room and complain about him later. I couldn't even study yesterday because of my dad, I ended up getting a 52/88. I love my family, but I cannot stand living with them.

Thank you Linh, Rumesh, and Destiny for being here all the time. I LOVE YOU GUYS TO DEATH, you don't even know. <3

Stupid

I keep saying the next test, I'll read early, but I never do. Next time for sure.

I'm just going to bomb this test. I couldn't even study today. My family is so stupid!! They've been ruining the past 2 days for me. I just want to curl up in a ball and go to bed :(

Screw you biology.

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Breaking down time.
Unappreciated & lonley.
All I want right now is my family.

Thank you brother & sister <3

Coldstone

So this morning started off pretty slow, I was so tired that I fell asleep in front of my laptop yesterday night, so this morning I woke up at like 1pm. I think I would have slept longer if my dad hadn't woken me up. I spent my morning just sitting around waiting for my sister (I probably should have been doing my homework). Then after she came home we made dinner for the family because my mom is sick.

After dinner, we snuck out of the house to "go to Walmart", but then we went to go to Coldstones with Rumesh and Destiny. They took a while to get there so me and my sister went in to Walgreens, and when we came out we saw them and they hugged me. I thought it was so cute. None of my sister's boyfriends are like him, I like him the best out of the bunch, he's a keeper! So then we had Coldstones but there was no place to sit inside so we had to stand outside and eat. Then after my mom called and told us to get stuff at Walmart so we really did have to go. Rumesh and Destiny tagged along and we went shopping together. After that my parents wanted my sister to get them Little Caesars so we got them that. Then we waited for Rumesh to bring my sister his license cause he took it from her. I'm so full right now from eatting dinner, then ice cream, then pizza. I feel like I'm about to pop :(

But anywho, I love my Sri Lankan brother and sister to death! We barley met and all but they already treat me like I'm really their sister and I love it. I think we might go watch a movie next weekend (:

Special

I can't wait to swim in the deep pool! Today's practice kind of sucked because people were really laggy so I couldn't swim like the set nonstop, so I ended up doing 50's all the time. I wonder what they put in that swimmer shampoo, my hair smells like nothing!!

I got a C on the history quiz, try harder. Good job Dalena!! I need to do my math homework, do the extra credit questions, and read Animal Farm. Cathy said Animal Farm was interesting so hopefully I'll be able to read it all today.

Destiny's a real sweet heart. I love you Tina for not sharing your cookie with me, NAHT. I love you Jonathan for finding my duffel.

I Love

my family
my sisters
my Tina
my Jonathan
my girls
my Sri Lankan brother & sister
my swim team.

Life's so good now, for some reason I haven't been stressing out. I should start to try harder, be more dedicated. To my family, my grades, as well as my sport. Keep my room clean, keep a good mood, keep organized.

Parf & Destiny made my day yesterday, they're so sweet and welcoming. They're so much more different from my sister's other boyfriends. When I grow up and get married I want my husband to be really into his family too.

Yogurtland

So today I woke up early had pancakes with my family. I was supposed to go have a family thing but they canceled. So, after that me, my sister, and my mom went to fresh and easy and I got pesto sauce. It tastes so good on bread! Then after that I had to go to the doctors to get my physical. I had to wait in there for like an hour and it was gross because everyone smelled like that asian oil stuff. I need to seriously go find a pediatrician. After I got my physical, I went to Yogurtland with my sister and her boyfriend.

It was the first time I met him and he seems like a pretty good guy. He's really funny and he wasn't like awkward like other people. Me, him, and my sister were going to go sneak out at night to go eat but then my parents were still awake so then we couldn't go. My parents are like vampires it was like 3am and they were still awake. My sister said that maybe next week we'd go. If my sister's married their boyfriends, I'm not going to have an Asian brother! Well, technically Parf is Asian but he's like Sri Lankan so it doesn't count cause he doesn't look Asian.

My sister just left so now I'm lonley :( I need to finish reading the rest of biology, study for spanish, and maybe get a head start on math. New episode of Secret Life today! Must finish reading biology before 8.

CYA L8T3R

$$$

I hate money problems, so many opportunities but I can't even take them.

This summer:
1.) GET A JOB @ A HOTEL
2.) SUMMER SCHOOL
3.) NSLC? :(

and next number, is a trip to New York. I feel so guilty though that my sister is gonna give me $5,000 for that trip. That can buy me a car..

I still need to pay for swim too, so much money issues.

I didn't even clean my room yet, I need to clean it tomorrow morning.

Tomorrow's Goals:
1.) Read Biology Ch 29/30 & Worksheet
2.) Clean my room

Becoming older is so difficult.

So, its 404 am right now, taking a 5 hour nap is not good because now I can't fall asleep :(

Cleansing

I need a cleansing period. My room is a huge mess, my grades are slipping, and I always put off things. The only thing that I seem to be dedicated to right now is swim.

I don't like it, have to change this right now. This weekend, I'm going to clean up my room, do all of my homework early, and spend time with my family. I need to get organized. I feel guilty for snapping at them all the time, especially when they didn't even really do anything wrong. I guess I just take my bad days out on them.

I miss my sister, I went her boyfriend's little sister's page a little earlier. She seems so down to earth, and like she doesn't really care what people think about her. She's herself and she's happy with that. At first she struck me as those asian baby girl types, even though she's not asian, she's Sri Lankan mixed with a bunch of other stuff. I havent met her yet, but I probably will soon. Their family is so different from mines. They're all so close, until the point where she was calling my sister her sister. She considers me as her "little sister" already, even though she's only a year older than me. But I'm really excited to meet her now.

I think I might go to Sadies, but I'm not sure yet.

I should get to bed, don't want to fall asleep in math! I hate Ms. Angus..

Lucky

So, I was planning to do my math homework once I woke up, but instead my mom told me to walk with her to Stater Bros. because my dad was at work. Then when we came home my dad bought us food, and we were supposed to go to church after that. But then my uncle called me and asked me if I wanted to go driving, and my dad actually let me skip out on church to go driving. I think it's because he knows I need to know how to drive just in case.

At around 12 my uncle picked me up and we went to go eat dim sum, even though I was so full already. I saw Peter and his family there, he's so big now! When we got done, he drove me up to like Costa Mesa where he lived and I went driving around his neighborhood. After an hour, he let me drive all the way home (: So i got to drive from like South Coast Plaza back to my house by myself. I love driving with my uncle because it feel like I'm actually driving, rather than going with my driving instructor and she always uses the gas/break on me.

Now the rest of the day is probably just going to be homework, homework, and more homework. Hopefully after this, my dad will let me start driving more. He's never let me go driving with him yet. I'm probably gonna stay on the computer for a little more, then start on my homework.

Goal for the day:
1. Finish 2 math assignments
2. Read 2 chapters of biology
3. Clean my room (probably not)

I Pray

that you do not get worse, even though you brought it on yourself. And please stop complaining, I understand that you feel really low right now, but you're not making me feel much better.

I need to brush up on my driving just in case.

Please get better.

Three Is A Lonely Number

It's back to just me, my mama, and my dad. SO LONELY. I miss my uncle already, but he said he'll come back in about a month or two if things aren't good at home. My stomach hurts, and the Steelers won. I don't even know if I should go to school tomorrow because I cough until I like gag, and it's really disgusting. And Ms. Angus will hate me if I cough during silent reading!! At least my throat doesn't hurt anymore, but I still kind of sound like a man.

I bought a blank sim card today at the asian store, all I need to do now is activate it. I think I'm going to ask one of the guys to activate the sim card because they said they had to speak to the primary account holder! So ridiculous, so now I have to find a guy to speak for me. So hopefully everything works out tomorrow.

My room is a mess, and I haven't even finished doing my homework yet! I should really start on it. I think I will now. TRAN OUT!